Thought of the Day 3

After long conversation (or probably an argument), finally i could able to speak out the juice of it, or the point:

[11:59] -=*grace*=-: may b i need more advice n not keep been asked to try tis n tat..

[12:00] -=*grace*=-: i need to know where to go..
[12:00] -=*grace*=-: not trying so much but dunno where to go..
[12:00] -=*grace*=-: there r tons of vacancy
[12:00] -=*grace*=-: but no direction, all tis r useless..

Thought of the Day 2: Change

i really never expect i can change so much since yest, n i nvr expect i wil experience God in such a way.. normally changes/breakthrough take place is during a conference or a church camp, something like that, but tis happen during sunday service. 
surrender, being holy is all i need to do, i cried, i shouted and i shake, how long will i b shaking, it nvr stop, repent, quickly repent, surrender, quickly surrender.. a touch tat i nvr experience b4..
n now i know i'm changed, the peace n joy flowing in me, i cannot worry, i cannot sin anymore.. at least should do wat i know.. sins is what God cannot accept at all, i felt the resistance of sins, it is so conflict to holy..
right now, i dunno wat is gonna happen when i chose to be obedient, surely blessings will be overflowing.. but will i lose something while the blessings are on it's way?
i need u to walk wit me as i'm doing wat is right, n not seeing me differently as if i'm wrong..

Thought of the Day 1: Miss Chan

虽然不是很多人爱和miss chan说话聊天，可是她的辞职还是很突然，至少对我来说是很突然。我想很多人还是不习惯她的不在吧，她此终在公司做了十多年，是一个非常勤劳的员工，虽然有时候话多了一点，长气了一点，不过对公司和员工还是有利无害。

Good Opportunity

i really never expect i can join chic pop street market, it's an happening bazaar/street market in town, when i was informed that response from vendors have been overwhelming, i need to wait for reply which i know i wont be have any chance but i was already happy, at least they revert back to me and take me into consideration cuz people who joint this event previously are famous or special online seller that sell unique fashion items, and is hardly to be able to join as vendor. Anyhow, they manage to reserve a booth for me, tis is really an opportunity to build up my business.. =)

Able to join threadzoo bazaar, as well as chic pop 

First Year

First year instead of 1 year anniversary, cuz i'm expecting my long run wit him.. before 14Jan, i was planning and preparing valentine's day offer for my online boutique, then i was thinking y not i do something for him for our special day oso, so wrote him a so-called "love letter"

4 pieces in sequence, last one written with my feeling toward him all this while.. aww~~ so sweet.. =p

wrapped in a box, then put inside plastic bag, in case it get dust after long time, then putting in a small paper bag and gave him.. (long gas~)

may be i should upload my "love letter" later? >_< then tis post is gonna be goose bump post..

these are the posts about us:

1. A post that started our conversation after our first met:
    New Babe
2. Started to have the feeling on him:
    Truth Waited To Be Told
3. After Confession and wait for the right time:
    等
    Back To Home , Not Alone
    Keeping A Distance
    等 之 没有承诺的承诺
    Mixture Feeling
    等 之 Sometimes
4. Fulfilling my promise of making sushi for him:
    Sushi Queen
5. Struggling:
    take up the courage.. to make a mistake?
6. Still waiting:
    等 之 那一天
7. The day has come:
    N/A

ofcuz there are more post after we started our relationship. as conclusion, i'm glad and blessed that i have him wit me. =)

Would You Take Out Your Cross?

such a "nice" day i had today..

as usual, do devotion in the morning, asking myself, wat to pray today, as i already prayed for my own personal needs yest, so i decided to be "holy" today, i prayed for my country, Malaysia, since there are so many sad and disappointing issue going on..

going to office, nothing much to do, not as much as b4, so logged on fb, found out the news tat my fren posted, Malaysian church fire-bombed ahead of Muslim protests. i nvr expect malaysia wil happen tis kinda protest and everyone has been talking bout tis n i was told tat take out any christian sticker or rosaries hanging in the car, cuz rumour spreading says tat these people smashing the cars with all these things. so my reaction was, "is tat serious?" so me n frens were talking bout is over msn n sms, oso wit KB, and i asked KB "so u planned to take out your cross?" (there's a cross hanging infront of his car window). suddenly this question tat i asked, stunned myself,

"would you take out your cross?"

after a while, i received a sms from Hotlink

"adakah and faham mengenai koncep 1 Malaysia? Taip 1M C utk Ya, 1M D utk..."

i was like.. tis is really hilarious, tat i receive such a sms at tis moment. tat's y i said, today is really a nice day to me, everything going on in the flow.. -_-

Avatar

the first movie i ever rated 5 stars! why?

b4 watching it, i saw the trailer n making, it didn really impress me n make me wanna watch it, cuz i dun like alien kinda movie, too animated, nor no story based movie.. but due to the director and many ppl r giving good comment, moreover, KB was so wish to watch..

we watched 3D version. it was AWESOME!

nice 3D, (not like those old tradition green and red), it stands out the character or focused object, makes u feel like u r one of them and very good animation/production.. good casting and good acting, i like Sam Worthington, Zoe Saldana, Michelle Rodriguez, Sigourney Weaver, Stephen Lang.. good story telling, wit the editing instead of long dialogue, u can feel the heart of these aliens and the beauty of the planet, makes u understand n wana protect them..

according to KB, some ppl said the story is normal, but too me, it's simple yet, special..

2nd Bazaar with Miracle

tis is really a miracle...

i joint a contest of getting a free booth in a bazaar, n i got it. when i reach there, it's a shop lot at The Strand, Kota Damansara, the place was quiet, i think it's a new building, n most of the shop lots are empty, i was thinking, "how would this place able to get good business??" anyway, i got the booth for free so nvm..

looking at the banner, it's held at 4th floor.. @_@ i told myself "nvm, free wan, it doesn cost me a lot, just take it as an experience to me" said in my heart.. after a while, the place is like a home, we were chatting among the vendors, n talking to each other how bad is the place (cuz no customer), the organizer oso felt guilty for not doing promotion, cuz it was a sudden decision to do b4 christmas.. if can, i wanted to bring down all my stuff n sell it at ground floor, cuz how would there have any people know there's a bazaar up there? however, i prayed to God, i dun care, wit human, things r impossible, to God, all things are possible, i wanna achieve this amount of sales..

miraculously, in the afternoon, there were people coming in, some were vendor's fren, some were walk in customer, n they bought my cloths! my sales were kept raising up, while other has no sales at all.. wau.. n i sold out more cloth than the first bazaar i joint.. thank God~ ofcuz at the end, some of the vendor did sold out some cloths, but not as many as mine at the time when i pack my stuff and go home..

check out the photos:

christmas bazaar

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is been a while i have not writing my blog, almost forgotten what font and color i use for my blog =p not to say nothing happen, again i wasn't inspired or lazy to do.. so i written 3 posts sekaligus..

many things happen recently, father of my fren and colleague pass away, fren breaking up wit her bf, colleague having illness which cant be cured, fren's parent having marital problem and so on.. what is all these trying to tell me? before discovering the "truth", at least i should give thanks for wat i have, and not to complain wat is yet to come..

Is Time to be Restored

yesterday went to fren's graduation, a different kinda graduation, at least to me, it's something different. he graduated from diploma of counseling and bachelor of theology. yes, he soon to be a pastor.

i have once thought of doing full time ministry, being a full time minister or at least a pastor's wife, just to serve God wit all my life. but i know is not by emotion but is by calling. i rmb b4 tis fren of mine entering full time ministry, both of us were very on fire, we were been talking bout how good if is working full time. but who knows, now both of our ways are heading to different direction in terms of career, he is pastor and i'm a video editor, besides that, even our friendship has screwed for some reasons that probably only he knows, not even me... =/

i didn really thought of restoring tis friendship (or would say refuse to) cuz i was really piss off with wat he has done or behaving, until recently, i realize things can be really changed, there are 2 options if we wanna work out with God, a friendship or an enemy. so i chose friendship, i do care for tis friendship, since we knew each other when we were born, no point allowing devil destroy it until end of the world, the good day shall come..

* congratulations, fren