BSB 2: Same or Change

the reason of blogging for the sake of blogging (bsb) is bcuz monkey asked me y didn i write blog.. mm.. cuz i'm lazy to write n i'm not inspired to write anything.. =p

let's talk bout my situation now, now is morning, sitting infront of computer, looking out the window, ah~ another day, ppl tend to complain or sighing tat everyday is a routine day, everyday doing the same thing, sounded boring.. i guess they bored of their job or bored of their studies, or stil figuring out wat is their dream/ambition tat's y no vision nor target to archive.. last week i was inspired by a thought (or could b God spoken to me?),

when i woke up,

everything is still the same, nothing is changed

my room, my body, n even the smell around me..

walking out of my room, my parent still the same,

they r doing morning routine work..

"coming back for dinner tonite?" mum asked

when i get ready to work,

have to choose wat cloth to wear, how i wish my office provide uniform,

then heading to same company, waiting for same job..

everything remain as usual, i'm still having all my life n love one,

they are still alive, n healthy

i'm not unemployed, i stil can earn for my living..

how many ppl out there r homeless..

how many ppl's life has changed suddenly due to disaster or accident..

i believe God will bless me n my future, and i just do my best for everything

i dun expect tis kinda "change" but i chose to appreciate them n b contended.

is good to remain the same in certain area..

Blog for the Sake of Blogging (BSB) 1

Blog for the Sake of Blogging (BSB) 1 <- i blif tis wil going to have 2nd, 3rd and so on, is bcuz i'm bored, inspiration pop up, nothing to do, or too many thing in my mind.. so i'm here trying to write something for nothing here..

due to the boringness, i read lot of blog of frens and frens' fren.. wonder r they like writing (tat makes them so hardworking, writing so long) or just simply love to share their everything, for me, i dun like writing nor very good in writting even when i was schooling but i kinda like blogging, just to share my everything ups and downs, or express out wat is in my heart which i think i wont or have no chance to tell verbally..

doing nothing in the office, easily make me think side way, "y no job? wat shld i do now? m i wasting my time? how's my future?" n so on..

i bought new hamster to replace Loco, to make up even number of hamster in the cage but not gonna replace Loco in my heart, cuz she always special to me, may b bcuz she is first n just leaving me a short memory, yet she is very skinny, looks weak in body, didn eat much but sometimes very active, makes me wanna take care of her more compare to others..

i felt i was drawn to God closer little bit since last sat, doing worship lead n bible sharing, b4 tat, felt a bit distance, may b bcuz didn bz for God's ministry for sometimes, free n easy during weekend and just having fun.. realized living comfort zone doesn really comfort at all..

many ppl ask me how do i feel now after into a relationship, mm.. i dun feel much diff actually, cuz i'm always in love all the while, in love wit God and family and frens, i'm not alone in my life, i think the diff wil b more bz, spending more time wit ppl and mind wil b more occupied, cuz i'll keep thinking of him, he wil b my attention in the crowd and learn to love which is "patient, love is... (more)"

me: "i felt like writing how much i miss u in the blog to express out but felt awkward.."

him: "then just express to me la.."

me: "........." neither both, kekeke...

i've just done my assessment, my head said wil adjust my salary, thank God for tat, althou they haven adjust but i blif God is gonna do something.. when my head analyze my performance, it sounded good which is way better then wat i think about myself, again, i blif God's grace n help is always wit me during work, not bcuz how smart nor good i am.. waiting.. waitng.. i wan my salary! *whispering*

btw, something tat i have not achieve to the standard and need to work on is too little movie i have watched, so i was asked to watch more movie, in order to know more bout how the movie is done, the trend of the movies nowadays and so on.. so watch more movies, more, more!! -_-"

ok, tat's all for now, im going for lunch..