Though of the Day 8

到了这个地步还不能和我好好地沟通，instead of 生你的气, 我应该可怜你吧，毕竟你的全职就是要和别人沟通. 要和我说的话又不敢对着我说,我说的话你又不要听..
我的新任牧师, 为了事奉的着想，你是不是该对每一个会友(包括我在内)都有良好的沟通和关系?

Though of the Day 7: Needed to Change

never felt so nervous b4 compare to last time, may be bcuz after baby told me how well known they are, how pro they are and how his fren gone thru all tis..

at first, during the test i felt like i'm taking an exam tat i didn prepare well, then when i know wat is the purpose i'm here, i told myself i must try my very best and pray for God's help.. so i put myself into the test given, and i able to do it, thou i wasn sure if i was correct but i did my best, n they shld know i dun have experience in tis as long as the concept is right..

during interview, i just felt God was giving me strength and confident to answer all questions, thanks to sis and baby for giving tips, i was even amazed at how i answered and behaved.. thank God, You always there for me in any situation..

i wanna get tis, i really wish to, and i wanna move on and leave where i am rite now.. during the test, i didn feel frustrated when i wasn sure how to do it, instead, i wanna overcome it and hope tat one day i will be able to handle it well when i'm assigned to do tis..

Though of the Day 6

may b i'm too into it that's y created so much argument lately, shld i pull out a little bit? or bcuz of the decision that i've made?

Thought of the Day 4: Late Night Work & Love

thou it seems not worth doing it, i think baby oso thinks that it's not worth it, going so far away to do the job at late night wit little payment.. but for me it's stil ok le, cuz i can learn while doing it.. editing trailer is diff, there's way of doing it, making it impressive, emotional n yet, not telling the story.. is not done yet, stil have to go back n do.. 

b4 i leave office, i wanted to tell jay about it, but it was too rush, hopefully tmr i can tell him, not sure how will he respond..

i'm so tired, but still wanna write something here.. when i look at baby in car, i felt so warm n touched, he waited for my call n fetch me back, a patience tat i never expect from him or any guy, it was 230am.. is too late to be awake.. i'm so blessed to have u.. =)

Thought of the Day 3

After long conversation (or probably an argument), finally i could able to speak out the juice of it, or the point:

[11:59] -=*grace*=-: may b i need more advice n not keep been asked to try tis n tat..

[12:00] -=*grace*=-: i need to know where to go..
[12:00] -=*grace*=-: not trying so much but dunno where to go..
[12:00] -=*grace*=-: there r tons of vacancy
[12:00] -=*grace*=-: but no direction, all tis r useless..

Thought of the Day 2: Change

i really never expect i can change so much since yest, n i nvr expect i wil experience God in such a way.. normally changes/breakthrough take place is during a conference or a church camp, something like that, but tis happen during sunday service. 
surrender, being holy is all i need to do, i cried, i shouted and i shake, how long will i b shaking, it nvr stop, repent, quickly repent, surrender, quickly surrender.. a touch tat i nvr experience b4..
n now i know i'm changed, the peace n joy flowing in me, i cannot worry, i cannot sin anymore.. at least should do wat i know.. sins is what God cannot accept at all, i felt the resistance of sins, it is so conflict to holy..
right now, i dunno wat is gonna happen when i chose to be obedient, surely blessings will be overflowing.. but will i lose something while the blessings are on it's way?
i need u to walk wit me as i'm doing wat is right, n not seeing me differently as if i'm wrong..

Thought of the Day 1: Miss Chan

虽然不是很多人爱和miss chan说话聊天，可是她的辞职还是很突然，至少对我来说是很突然。我想很多人还是不习惯她的不在吧，她此终在公司做了十多年，是一个非常勤劳的员工，虽然有时候话多了一点，长气了一点，不过对公司和员工还是有利无害。