Is Time To Change

ohda, i cut my hair, long waited new style, i was either no money or dunno what to cut, finally potongkan sama dia, cuz i was too bored with my long styleless hair..

my sis was too free, and capture the process..

took a pic of my long hair before cutting it.. never expect it turned out so nice.. ^^

before and after.. still look nice in whichever hair style.. *ahem* >=p

Ikea Trip

after dinner, we yam cha/dinner at Ikea restaurant, chit chat and joke until they close then we walk around furniture area, the stuff there really inspired us to take pic, so we kinda crazy a bit to take some of the pic wit our hp since it's closing, not many ppl left in ikea..

long time didn do crazy thing like tis, may b i'm old dy, lazy n not inspired to do so.. but is fun not to b serious (i think i'm always serious or getting serious in life or... watever, just lazy~~)

* i went yam cha wit sis, esther n amelia, i was stil hesitating to join them cuz i was kinda lazy to go out, i'll rather stay at home but i hardly go out wit them except going to church n didn join them badminton so i follow them la..

smsssss

i'm stil waiting for his msg (at midnight),
i wonder y at tis hour, i still receiving smssss from diff ppl when i'm suppose to receive msg from him..
so weird...

....

feel like writing blog, but dunno wat to write, i blif there wil b more things to write, for

1. my coming trip - langkawi and vietnam, 2nd time bringing my babe (400D) oversea, he wil love it and capture a lot of amazing shots (hope so)..

2. process of making sushi, yes, i'm going to make sushi tat i've promise to make, cant wait for tat, wish me luck by the way, err.. no, wish my family n fren luck.. >=p

3. coming christmas, my fav season of all, i think tis year wil b a lit' diff compare to my past years if my feel is rite.. hehe..

4. reflection over year 2008, may b i need to write something bout tis year, it's time to count all the blessing from God, wat i've experience n so on..

mm.. suddenly feel like writing something, something tat has been thru tis few months, someone tat bringing me nitemare since i know tis someone, cuz i cant fall sleep most of the time bcuz of someone.. 

i'm sorry cuz i'm selfish, dun wanna get hurt, instead of fully believing in u, i chose to hold back sometimes.. tat's y here i wanna say,

thanks for trusting me, telling me most of ur past n experience, u know is not easily to trust someone especially when we went thru so much wit lies

thanks for having patience wit me as i always behaving weird to u, n telling u so much of reason y tis n tat especially when i hold back my trust in u

thanks for understand wat i'm doing, eventhou u were not at the beginning but u stil try to accept it..

i think i'm gonna miss someone when i go for my vacation tat's y feel like writing something here.. hai~~

* mm... i think i'm not bad in expressing myself huh, i'm quite good thou, is just the matter of situation.. =p

I'm Tagged

since i'm free at home, i did tis senseless thingy, been tagged n answered crappy questions, wit my energyless fingers (easter, u shld feel guilty, hahaha..)

here it goes:::

1. What’s your ambition?
err.. either i dunno wat is my ambition or i always change.. mm.. may b photography journalist?? <- got such thing ah?

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
i think both le, but when bf leveled up to husband, then may b he wil become more important gua, cuz i always / trying my best to put my family first beside my God

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
oh come on, tis sounds negative, shld take away tis question..

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
depends, if i know wat i'm doing or 100% sure of something then i'll have most confidence..

5. How many babies you want?
nvr wanna think of tis.. yet.. i cant even take care of myself well, wat for think of having baby.. >_<

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
tis question is weird, ask if i believe something which real??? nvr study science wan ah???

7. What is your goal for this year?
i forgotten, cuz almost end of the year dy.. =p ok, i'll set my goal in more practical way, rmb and put effort on it! for next year..

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
y not, besides God, who has and is eternity love, i believe our parent is giving us eternity love, for bgr, mm.. if we found a rite one, tat shld b eternity love too..

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
10???!!! mm sei gua.. oh my~ i think 1'm trapped.. anyway, just cont wit all tis questionsss..
- love God (so he/she must b a christian lo)
- love his/her the other half
- mature
- commited to his/her spouse, his/her career, his/her ministry, his/her family (perfect ma, ofcuz list all we can)
- understanding
- loving
- caring
- humble
- ambitious (basically know wat he/she is doing, not like nvr think of future)
10 already?? .... oh 1 more..
- love himself/herself, so tat he wil take good care of his/herself too..
basically, if the person totally able to click on u in terms of past, present n future, he/she is perfect to u..

10.What feeling do you love most?
healthy body and without stress.. (cuz i'm sick now)

11. What is your bad habit?
laziness..

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl who hates you?
who hates me??!! i dunno, pls approach me if anyone hates me, hate <- is really a burden and not healthy huh...

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
y not.. every fren of mine is unique, tat's y they make frenship special..

14. What does flying means to you?
no string attached.. wit wings??

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
sleep~~~

16. Define sexy?
less cloth??? oops! hehe... i think being confidence is sexy..

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
she ah, mm.. cute lo, sometimes a bit naive thou she always c*ba*, but stil easily kena tipued, haha.. creative.. errr.. wait, 7 words ah? anything la, my england is bad, as long as i describe her well... =p

18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
do wat is in my mind, may b just simply buy myself a toy when i wan it (example la)

19. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
10 years older, i mean more mature.. archieved some goals, more clear of direction... 

20. What is ur lucky number?
0-9, i'm blessed, tat's y seems lucky in any num.. ^^

Instructions
Remove one question from above and add in your personal question.
Make a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.
List them out at the end of the post.
Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.
Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
I tagged

emm... i dun think ppl around me r as free as me, so not gonna tag anyone.. i'm so good isn't it?? >=)

Dun Wanna Change Ah?

after youth and young adult cell group, we went yam cha, while on the way to sri hartamas, me n my sis past by my previous company,  we started tis conversation (in cantonese)..

me: "以前我成日都行以条路，以家唔锡咯，lum起都惊.."

last time i used to take tis road to office, now no need dy, quite frightening when think about it

sis: "以家嘞？（惊唔惊?）

now? (scared or not?)

she just like to ask so much.. rubbish..

me: "梗系无啦!"

ofcuz no!

sis: "xxx (previous company producer) 哩牌点啊？"

how is xxx? (previous company producer)

she always ask tis question, cuz she knows i dun like the producer.. mm.. i mean i used to dun like her.. now i love her!

me: "总没死得住呱"（oops!）

stil alive i think

sis: "ooi!" 

she stared at me

sis: "你总没forgive啊？"

u haven forgive ah?

me: "forgive佐啦，想点哦??"

forgive dy la, wat u expect oh??

sis: "甘Jesus有无甘讲＂forgive佐啦，想点哦？＂  

did Jesus ever said: "forgive dy la, wat u expect oh?"

me: "哈哈！哈哈！"

hahahaha...

sis: "定埋十字架佐，总想点？"  

hang on the cross somemore, wat else u expect?

she likes to joke and give a lot of "example" so i cont wit her joke, we always dwelling in our own world

me: "哈哈！＂死埋再返生，总唔改meh?"

died and rose again, stil dun wanna change meh?

both of us laugh..

we were not making fun of our beloved Him, in fact, is quite true, Jesus died on the cross for us, to save us from our sin, r we willing to surrender our life to Him, live for Him, allow Him to change us and forgive other like how Jesus forgive our sins by die on the cross for us.

"死埋再返生，总唔改meh?"

died and rose again, stil dun wanna change meh?

I Think Wat I Think I Think..

when i wake up, i dun love u, i only think about God cuz i love Him
after spending time wit God, i think i love u cuz i think about u
the whole day i think about u so i think i really love u
at nite, i miss u, so i think about u
after tat...zzzZZzzZZzzZzz

* wat is tat????
** the label shld b Superb Mou Liu

Facebook

i was wondering wat's it all about, another friendster? from the name, i tot it's just a more serious type of friendster, so i didnt bother it, cuz i've joint a lot of tis type of friends network or watever, until i didn how many and which i've joint.. until my fren mentioned bout it, saying he met some ppl are same industry/interest, which tis is kinda benefit him so i joint.. mana tau, it's more entertaining, when i enter it, why so many thing?? wat shld i do?? haha... entering a new world.. i spent whole morning in tis website instead of working, oh~ (thou tis few days are free but i shld backing up my files and cleaning up my hard drives! salary is not payed for me to "enter and enjoy the new world"! wat if jobs suddenly come in and need to rush?!)