BSB 2: Same or Change

the reason of blogging for the sake of blogging (bsb) is bcuz monkey asked me y didn i write blog.. mm.. cuz i'm lazy to write n i'm not inspired to write anything.. =p

let's talk bout my situation now, now is morning, sitting infront of computer, looking out the window, ah~ another day, ppl tend to complain or sighing tat everyday is a routine day, everyday doing the same thing, sounded boring.. i guess they bored of their job or bored of their studies, or stil figuring out wat is their dream/ambition tat's y no vision nor target to archive.. last week i was inspired by a thought (or could b God spoken to me?),

when i woke up,

everything is still the same, nothing is changed

my room, my body, n even the smell around me..

walking out of my room, my parent still the same,

they r doing morning routine work..

"coming back for dinner tonite?" mum asked

when i get ready to work,

have to choose wat cloth to wear, how i wish my office provide uniform,

then heading to same company, waiting for same job..

everything remain as usual, i'm still having all my life n love one,

they are still alive, n healthy

i'm not unemployed, i stil can earn for my living..

how many ppl out there r homeless..

how many ppl's life has changed suddenly due to disaster or accident..

i believe God will bless me n my future, and i just do my best for everything

i dun expect tis kinda "change" but i chose to appreciate them n b contended.

is good to remain the same in certain area..

God still Cares

tis morning i was a bit emo, something in my mind, something frustrating, something tat came to my mind more than once, something tat makes me questioned God more than once.. lazy to write wat is it, may b wat i can do now is wait..

once i step into my office room, it start raining, a heavy rain, and i didn get wet at all cuz it all happen after i enter into my office, i was thinking or God spoke to me tat:

God is stil care, for everything n even little thing..

the view from my room looking out from the window..

God Bless the Faithful One

normally i dun write others' bday in my blog except mine but tis time i have to write something bout her for wat my sis has done, n how God prepared everything for her..

today is my mum's bday, as usual, we either go for fine dining or giving her present.. for my dad's convenience, we went to The Ship at KL, which is near my dad's shop.. abnormally, the road to KL from our hse was SMOOTH, not congested at all, we reached there within half an hour.. my sis was amazed why the road so smooth, normally tis period (after work) is very congested then my sis said, "God really bless those who r faithful.." God prepared the way for my mum's bday dinner..

err.. dun ask me y my mum smile like tis, i've no idea..

the food was good, everyone enjoyed their meal.. tis restaurant has existed for ages, i can see they didn do any renovation to modernize the place, it's classic, i prefer like tis, just remain as it is wil b nice..

i didn take my dad's pic which is looking at the camera, but only eating.. =p

after dinner, we went n see my dad's shop, since we were there dy and we nvr been there b4.. there's a story to talk bout my dad's business but i lazy to write it, n better not to write, if not i'll be caught by ISA, oops!

my sis suggested to buy bday cake for my mum (here, i need to acknowledge her, she is a very family-minded person, she care for family a lot, she wil think of ways to show appreciation to her family) then i suggested a cake shop which has very nice cake at Taman Desa, the shops there always congested with cars and human, is hardly even to do double parking or just simply drive across the road, so again abnormally, we found a parking just slightly infront of the shop.. God prepared a parking for my mum's bday cake..

ok, the best part is here, after we went back home, her good daughter (older one) suggest to play guitar for her bday (oh my gosh..) so she find chords n play..

i think she was praying..

one "fei cai", still wan mother to serve.. keke..

A Day Trip with Monkey

tis is the day which me n monkey long waited for, we nvr really spend a day together for some vacation, either wit frens or just a while spending together at home or shopping/movie.. so we decided to take a leave on july but ended up only me taking leave bcuz he is now holiday, waiting for new job..

on the way..

we went to KLCC Aquarium, mm.. not really impressive, cuz not many variety fishes nor any underwater species and a very small "underwater world", which can finish seeing it within half an hour, but we spent more than tat, cuz we kept taking pictures of those fishes with my dslr..

the aquarium and underwater world

the shark and the shark egg (yee~~)

the huge fish (dunno wat is it called) and the nemo and the weirdo

we just spent 2hr++ in klcc, then we headed to sg wang cuz monkey wanna see robot then we went to pavillion The Loaf which is my fav hang out place cuz i like the uhu uhu (not sure if it's called) there..

last hang out place was not wat i expected, which is church.. i didn plan to go to prayer meeting, cuz i tot it wil b very rush for us, n honestly i wanna skip prayer meeting (only tis week) to spend my whole day wit him.. =p we manage to go home at around 6pm so monkey said we shld go since we got time, we shldn skip, i was like.... err.. ok lo.. he said tis is wat i said b4, "we shldn skip prayer meeting" i was thinking, "skip tis week only mer..." anyway, i respect and admire wat was in his mind..

at old town kopitiam..

* we stil continue hang out together after prayer meeting, we went yam cha nearby my hse

** i really enjoyed being wit him..

How To Choose Life

some interesting article found in fb...

How To Choose Life

Choosing the person you will marry is just that- a choice. Some men and women feel they were swept off their feet by a rush of romantic love, true. But beneath all the emotions and all the thrills of knowing someone is crazy about you, there is still your will to decide. This section of our series, Choosing For Life, will help you make a wise decision, not just an emotional one. (read more..)

and btw, today is my half year togetherness wit monkey, time pass really fast, but "half year" stil sound short to me, we seems like being together for very long, is tat good or bad? mm... i stil enjoyed being together wit him, ppl tend to say couple is only sweet for first 3 months, for us, we had argument, but at the same time we knew each other more, and we still appreciate each other.. there's no "3 months period" in tis relationship..

miss and regret

after 4 months of t'gger's death, i cant imagine i stil miss him..

i'm too bored, i read blogs and see others' fb pictures, i saw some pictures bout ur agreement btw u as an owner and ur dog, how u take care of it since u decided to brought it back.. tis reminded me of t'gger, so i read my post bout t'gger once again, when i read it, my tears drop.. i miss him n regret for not spending more time wit him at least b4 he died..

* i know we shld look forward and not look back, but is not wrong to miss our beloved rite?

** i feel like touching u again, t'gger, how many times i have dream bout u..

Busy With God

recently quite bz (which is good) for 2 jobs, 1 of it have to sit in wit director most of the time during edit.. at first was quite nervous, cuz the director looks very experienced, setting high requirement and he said he expect good quality work during first brief, not cheap cheap wan, then he shown us his showreel, after seeing his reels, we were like........ err... anyway, not to judge his work here..

so after working wit him, he is fine in person, n we were cooperating well, job was approved n today wil b doing audio final mix..

and another job is web commercial, the agency actually a bit fuzzy, but so far everything was fine, not much changes after first preview, client was easy going, she leave it to our expertise..

all i wanna say is God has been watching over my career, i know recently some of the things i did wasn pleasing God, and i was thinking if He stil listen to my prayer, but i didn care so much, i know i need Him, no matter how, i'll pray n leave it to God.. i prayed to b like Joseph (Gen 39), i need God's presence wit me, n everything wil b prospered wit His presence..

"casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you" 1 Peter 5:7

Transformer 2: The Fallen of Revenge

again i'll say, it's an awesome movie, but tis time i didn feel like clapping hand (like when i watch Transformer 1) cuz i expected it's awesome, very nice cg, more robot and transformation, watch until my chin dropped..

* gonna watch again wit monkey, if he wants cuz he went mission trip when i was watching it wit church frens..

Fireproof

a very nice christian movie, about a relationship tat involve God, seriously, not boring, worth watching..

"fireproof doesn't prove that fire will never come, but when fire comes, you will be able to withstand it" Fireproof

26th June 2009

1 year ago, i went mission trip, but not going tis year, n tat time i told monkey how was the mission trip as he asked me and he wasn a christian yet.. we didn know each other well, we were just chatting over facebook ONLY.. btw, we were not knowing other thru facebook, but was thru a lunch wit colleague and x colleague..

and now he is christian and going mission trip tis year.. life can b so diff after some time, tat can b expected or nvr imagined..

and today, something shocking me, which is the death of Michael Jackson, i heard the news from radio, i was like.. huh? again? wat? admitted to hospital only izit? tis is wat he always do.. i kept myself like nothing happen, didn bother the news, may b i heard wrongly, until i read many status of frens in fb, something like

"mj, rip.."

"the king of pop, we'll always rmb u.."

and bla bla bla..

then only i admit to myself tat the legend is gone..

honestly, my first impression was on those ppl who post the status, r u really appreciate him before? do u really like him before? he is ur idol before??? all i know is ppl have been talking bad about him, his surgery, his abuse toward his kids and so on when he was alive, and y now only the ppl showing passion or appreciation toward him?? i dunno, may b ppl really like him but was the media tat creating news bout his bad and now the media showing condolence toward him, bringing up his history, his music, his glory, make ppl feel tat wat an awesome celebrity has gone.. hypocrite..

i'm not mj fans, dunno how to appreciate his work, but nvr deny he is very famous, a history maker in my life, like Alvin Presley, Audrey Hepburn, etc but they were died b4 even i was born, so anyhow, mj is someone existing in my life, bringing influence in the ppl around me and now he his gone..

i like few songs of if him,

Black and White

You are Not Alone

We are the World

according to Gary Chao, he said mj was a person tat concern the world peace, tat's y most of his songs r positive, encouraging ppl to make peace, if tis is true, i appreciate tis legend tat doing something which reversing wat ppl doing nowadays..

probably he is alone now....