My Celebrity Look-alikes

tot i look like those pretty celebrity, aiks~ haha.. *ahem*

Easter Day

Christmas =/= Santa claus
Easter =/= Egg & rabbit


He hang on the cross and died for our sins, after 3 days, He rose from the dead, those who believe in Him will not perish but will have eternal life. it's not about egg nor rabbit at all! y christmas is santa claus, y easter is easter egg? is very sad tat people dunno or forget the meaning of easter day. without the sacrifice and ressurection of Jesus Christ, we will die in sins eternally.
everytime b4 i spend a time wit God (pray), i'll ask myself,
"mm.. wat am i gonna pray today?"
cuz there're lots of lots of things needed to b prayed, when i think bout tis question - "mm.. wat am i gonna pray today?" i really touched by God, cuz i can commit everything to God until i can ask myself wat i wan, i dun need to ask wat God can do then only pray the things tat God can do, but bcuz God can n will handle n take care of everything, tis is wat we call - HOPE.
"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,"1 Peter 1:3
who do u put ur hope to? for ur study, career, family, relationship, future..
God created the world, n He sent His the only son to died for our sins, wat else He cant do? wat promise He will not fulfill for u?

i like tis song, in terms of lyrics and music, especially the highlighted line. wat Jesus did was sacrifice for us, and wat we need to do is just come to God n ask for forgiveness.

All for love the Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You
Let me sing all for love
I will join the angels song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all
All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Wisdom from God

a testimony from my sis (not mine), is very encouraging though..

this morning, while having breakfast with my sis n mum, my sis told me she was "not smart" when she was very young (not good to say stupid k? so is "not smart"), no matter how my dad teach her, she stil cant understand, even a very simple maths question, i ask her why? she said she oso dunno, just cant understand, unable to pick up wat has been taught.. so she prayed, prayed, prayed..
"God, give me wisdom"
"God, give me wisdom"
"God, give me wisdom"
as my mum always teach us since when we were very young, pray to God for every needs, n He hears us. she prayed everyday. kids prayer is always simple yet faithful, pray without doubt..

now my sis is under Shell company, nvr deny that she is a fast learner, smart, very clear what she is doing rite now and faithfully serving God, can see that God has done great things in her life n using her for God's kingdom.

after she told me this, i asked her:
"why suddenly tell me this?"
"......"
before she answer, i said:
"u think that u r very smart now?" (in chinese: 因为你觉得你以家好叻？)
"bwahahaha.... yeah, that's wat i wanted to say!" she said
"......" *speechless* -____-"" she's always so confident..

however, is good that we reflect back the source of blessing, wat God has done in our life when we received what God has blessed us..

look at her face, know how confident she is..

I Think Wat I Think I Think..

when i wake up, i dun love u, i only think about God cuz i love Him
after spending time wit God, i think i love u cuz i think about u
the whole day i think about u so i think i really love u
at nite, i miss u, so i think about u
after tat...zzzZZzzZZzzZzz

* wat is tat????
** the label shld b Superb Mou Liu

My First SPR

my first vote (virgin vote), and it helps to made a change, did i? i think so.. haha.. i didn pay much attention or concern on my country, may be it seems too far from me, wat can i do besides pray? but tis election is the chance for me to help the country, thanks to my sis, she encouraged me register, cuz tis is the responsibility as a citizen and a christian. complaining memang cant change the country but pray and a vote does. so i did some reseach, see who deserve my vote (is shameful that i dunno much about my country - Malaysia!)

* the feeling was so excited cuz my first time, everything was smooth and fast, i think tis time they did very well in terms of allocating the polling centre.

New Babe

my first DSLR! tis is wat i long for, got it b4 the time i expected, now is promotion, it's rm500++ cheaper than normal price.. thanks to my dad, he pay for me first! =p and thank God that i got my own dslr at cheaper price.. =D

Canon 400D

* dun really familiar wit "him" but i'll do research n not miss any nice shotsss.. still learning.. ^^

Grace, Grace, Grace

(from left) Grace Kok, Grace Voon, Grace Au Yong

"Grace!..."
tall, short, fat, thin, old, young, long hair, short hair, curly hair, black skin, yellow, skin...etc turn around and ask:
"who call me?"

haha.. i wish i could create a Graces' Club, gather all the Graces, haha.. i have another 3 more friends called Grace, God's "Grace" is everywhere~~

God's Will

"This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him." 1 John 5:14-15 (NIV)

what a great word of God! He hears us, we will have whatever we asked of Him. but read carefully, "ask anything according to his will". what does it mean by "his will". i was excited and receiving this word of God by faith but when come to God's will, what does it mean? that makes me think of "Terms & Conditions Applied". i look for practical way of understanding of God's will, instead of doing so, God opened my heart to receive this word.

God wants us to be saved, so He gave us eternal life. this is God's will
(John 3:16; Romans 10:9-10,13)

God wants to have a relationship with us, so He created everything before He created human, for that man may enjoy everything that He has created. this is God's will
(Gen 1:1-27)

God's will is God's want, God's desire. what God wants, what God has for us. God already has everything we need, we ask things that He prepared for us and receive it by faith. we have a lot of things in our mind, we want this, we want that, we even come to God and ask "God, by faith, i know You will bless me what i want, so i want this!" i used to said this to God. but what God says? what He thinks? our desire should align with God's desire.
"Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4
it doesn't mean that we can't ask for our needs. we could ask God for study, work, family, personal desire and etc based on God's will, if God say yes to our prayer, God will surely do what He has promised,
"I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut" Rev 3:8

we just wait unto the Lord by doing what is right in front of us; if God say no then we just have to obey. God knows our desire, He's already have what is deeply in your heart. knowing yes or no from God need effort which is spending time with Him, pray and read His word - Bible.

"For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." Matt 7:8

during my first job, i was struggling, cause i faced a lot of difficulties, i prayed to God so that i can handle job well and everything goes smooth, you know what? situation wasn't changed and still the same, God didn't answer my prayer? "but i prayed!" i said. but what God wants is to bring me to a better working environment, He wants me to know that i can do something better. and now i'm working in a better working environment, and doing something with the talent that God given me, the past was letting me know how little i've trust God. however, this is not the destiny, i believe God will bring me to places that He wants me to go, doing something He wants me to do.

don't ask me what is God's will in my life, i'm seeking God's will everyday.

Perfect Dress

some "thing" has really disturbing me quite some time, especially after i read someone's blog..

here's the illustration,

i found tis dress years ago, it's nice and elegant, i would say it meet some of my dream dress requirement. so one day, my frens wanna buy me tis dress, u know how i responded?
"no, i dun wan tis dress thou i like it.. mm.. but may b in future.. who knows.." i said (cuz i know i might change my mind when i'm ready, tat's y i said "may b in future")
my frens look at me, "wat kinda answer is tat?"
i just smile at them =)
"i like another dress which is very special and unique thou i know i'm not gonna get it cuz it doesn fit me at all, so is unfair that i just simply accept tis dress that offered by my fren where i wasn't ready for tis nice n elegant dress." whispered in my heart

2 years later, i saw tis dress' photo, i asked myself,
"y didn i just accept tis dress when my frens wanna buy me tis dress, isn't tis wat i wan?" wat a stupid question.
i almost wanna buy a dress which is similiar to tis dress but it doesn fit me until i saw tis dress' photo.
as time goes by, tailor has made tis dress even more charming, and he knows who can fit tis dress. it's stil available, and it's desperately looking for an owner which will absolutely fit it, when i know it's looking for an owner, i wish i could just grap it n say to the dress how much i like it, n how i wish i could own it. BUT i know even if i afford to buy it (after some saving), the dress may not accept me or tailor may say
"i've made u another perfect dress.."

Happy Valentine's Day

For God so loVed the world
......that He gAve
..........His onLy
..........begottEn
................SoN,
....................That whoever
........believes In Him
.........should Not perish
......but have Everlasting life.
John 3:16

God loves you..

by Ahmed Ibrahim, in RBC article 14 feb 08