Moving On

3 more days i'm leaving my company, am leaving this "entertainment" industry. I never surprise that people around me were surprised at my decision, especially my department head, he couldn believe it, i guess is either my acting is way too good, or my performance is too good to leave.

i'm not only changing my job, but industry. from an informal environment to a formal environment. i just felt like i've been playing around quite sometimes, is time to settle down for a real job, hahaha!! aint I working all this while?? i dunno why, i just had this kinda feeling.

because of the new job, i gotta force myself to go shopping, i bought a trouser, three blouses, one skirt, one cardigan, a coat and a dress, amazing! never have I bought so many except CNY.

cant wait to start new job, because of those new cloths.. >=p

my new cloths.. oh by the way, i so heart this peter pan collar blouse, it's so sweet~

* Gonna write a post on how great is God whom provide this job for me, and my "new life" with "new cloths" (soon to be revealed)

Is Time To Change

ohda, i cut my hair, long waited new style, i was either no money or dunno what to cut, finally potongkan sama dia, cuz i was too bored with my long styleless hair..

my sis was too free, and capture the process..

took a pic of my long hair before cutting it.. never expect it turned out so nice.. ^^

before and after.. still look nice in whichever hair style.. *ahem* >=p

By God's Grace

Is been a while i've not blogging.. i was busying for my job then now is for my online boutique, i'm getting into it and like what i'm doing, and thus much effort and commitment has putting in.

I really thank God for what He has done for me, for my blogshop, all this while, my blogshop is been reviewed by online fashion reviewer whenever there is new arrival or sale or promotion. but this time something is out of the norm. i received an email from Remaja about 2 weeks ago, only 3 short sentences of email:

"Hai I’m fara from magazine REMAJA. I ada feature your online butik dalam REMAJA tau..jgn lupa beli k!"

my respond was: "wth.. dun understand" i think my bm is bad, gotta read again. then i was like.. -> >_<

can't believe that! i quickly reply with my joy to this editor of Remaja (i guess she is) and she even bought her favorite dress from me. haha!!

I wanna thank God for this is because there are plenty of blogshops, and many are more famous and unique product than mine but I was picked! nothing but God's grace.

Featured in Remaja July Issue

Celebrating Mine While Celebrating His..

celebrated our birthday together tis year, due to his work busyness.. nothing much to say, but again, sweet~~ =p

short tongue, failed!

obviously, this is our dinner..

blessed birthday to u and me...

* shld have more photos of my bday coming up, from my sis' hp..

So Deep In Me

when u leave, I couldn't sleep

Thinking so deep, when will we meet?

So much you are the one i miss..

mm.. tis is wat i posted on kb's facebook, it took so much courage to post tis "bulu naik" so-called poem.. all bcuz i'm so appreciate the time he spent wit me out of his bz working schedule, he dun even have enuf sleep..

Tensionsss++

next week is gonna be my tension week, yes, very tension is bcuz:-

1. i need to squeeze my brain for my job and rush for it, it's boring~ *whisper* but i really thank God when i dunno how to do, i asked God and He gave me the picture/word for my job, then things seems work accordingly
2. i need to go for ultrasound check up, cuz i felt something wrong wit my chest.. err! =(
3. waiting for reply from R&H, they said they gonna reply me after 2 weeks, means tis week is the "due date", i'm so earnestly waiting for their reply cuz i'm really interested in it..

tension~ pressure~

Though of the Day 8

到了这个地步还不能和我好好地沟通，instead of 生你的气, 我应该可怜你吧，毕竟你的全职就是要和别人沟通. 要和我说的话又不敢对着我说,我说的话你又不要听..
我的新任牧师, 为了事奉的着想，你是不是该对每一个会友(包括我在内)都有良好的沟通和关系?

Though of the Day 7: Needed to Change

never felt so nervous b4 compare to last time, may be bcuz after baby told me how well known they are, how pro they are and how his fren gone thru all tis..

at first, during the test i felt like i'm taking an exam tat i didn prepare well, then when i know wat is the purpose i'm here, i told myself i must try my very best and pray for God's help.. so i put myself into the test given, and i able to do it, thou i wasn sure if i was correct but i did my best, n they shld know i dun have experience in tis as long as the concept is right..

during interview, i just felt God was giving me strength and confident to answer all questions, thanks to sis and baby for giving tips, i was even amazed at how i answered and behaved.. thank God, You always there for me in any situation..

i wanna get tis, i really wish to, and i wanna move on and leave where i am rite now.. during the test, i didn feel frustrated when i wasn sure how to do it, instead, i wanna overcome it and hope tat one day i will be able to handle it well when i'm assigned to do tis..

Additional Holiday

after long cny holiday, we i tend to be very lazy, cuz i wan more holiday!! thank God, dunno who set the holiday on 26th feb, so we have 1 more holiday on tis fri.. uhu!! =p

so i went out wit kb in the morning, then go shopping, lunch and lepaking and watch movie at his hse.. a simple dating schedule, it will be lovely and sweet for who u being with.. ^^

we went to Pet's Wonderland, The Curve, n saw this creature, a pair of long and thin legs, short hand, body like hamster, we were so wonder wat it is, then kb asked the staff there then only know it's Australia's kangaroo.. >_<>

after long period of squeezing my head to spend money in Guardian (n oso not to waste money just for the hippo), finally i got this wit half price, RM18.90, the best part is i didn fork out a single to cent buy tis, cuz kb bough it for me.. *happy*

try to have same look.. ^^

"mr. hippo, welcome to our family, u r my 3rd one from kb.."

Test Your Working Attitude

tis morning radio 988 shared a psychology test, "do you prefer driving on the road with a car in front of you or no car at all?"

this test is to explain what is your attitude in your working place, the explanation is:

if u prefer driving on the road with a car in front of u, u r such a person that need a guidance in ur career (or may b in life too), so that u have a target or goal to achieve and u will perform better with a guidance.. n when there's no car in front of u, u may tend to slow down or feel uneasy.

if u prefer driving alone, no car in front of u, so that u can drive freely, then u r such a person that prefer working alone, handling a project or a job alone, so that u can think n decide everything on ur own freely, even if there's any problem occur, u will bear the responsibility urself.

mm.. quite true, i'm the 2nd person, i prefer driving without a car in front of me, n not blocking me, so that i can drive according to my speed.. in working place, not to say i like to be alone during work, but if i know how to do the job, i prefer in charge n work on it all by myself until i finish it, then only allow input from other people, i dun prefer other people giving idea or helping me up in the mist of my job, shld be giving me all the requirement and material b4 the job, and let me finish it. and that's y i started off my business by myself. =)

* but who prefer driving with a car in front??