Though of the Day 7: Needed to Change

never felt so nervous b4 compare to last time, may be bcuz after baby told me how well known they are, how pro they are and how his fren gone thru all tis..

at first, during the test i felt like i'm taking an exam tat i didn prepare well, then when i know wat is the purpose i'm here, i told myself i must try my very best and pray for God's help.. so i put myself into the test given, and i able to do it, thou i wasn sure if i was correct but i did my best, n they shld know i dun have experience in tis as long as the concept is right..

during interview, i just felt God was giving me strength and confident to answer all questions, thanks to sis and baby for giving tips, i was even amazed at how i answered and behaved.. thank God, You always there for me in any situation..

i wanna get tis, i really wish to, and i wanna move on and leave where i am rite now.. during the test, i didn feel frustrated when i wasn sure how to do it, instead, i wanna overcome it and hope tat one day i will be able to handle it well when i'm assigned to do tis..

Additional Holiday

after long cny holiday, we i tend to be very lazy, cuz i wan more holiday!! thank God, dunno who set the holiday on 26th feb, so we have 1 more holiday on tis fri.. uhu!! =p

so i went out wit kb in the morning, then go shopping, lunch and lepaking and watch movie at his hse.. a simple dating schedule, it will be lovely and sweet for who u being with.. ^^

we went to Pet's Wonderland, The Curve, n saw this creature, a pair of long and thin legs, short hand, body like hamster, we were so wonder wat it is, then kb asked the staff there then only know it's Australia's kangaroo.. >_<>

after long period of squeezing my head to spend money in Guardian (n oso not to waste money just for the hippo), finally i got this wit half price, RM18.90, the best part is i didn fork out a single to cent buy tis, cuz kb bough it for me.. *happy*

try to have same look.. ^^

"mr. hippo, welcome to our family, u r my 3rd one from kb.."

Test Your Working Attitude

tis morning radio 988 shared a psychology test, "do you prefer driving on the road with a car in front of you or no car at all?"

this test is to explain what is your attitude in your working place, the explanation is:

if u prefer driving on the road with a car in front of u, u r such a person that need a guidance in ur career (or may b in life too), so that u have a target or goal to achieve and u will perform better with a guidance.. n when there's no car in front of u, u may tend to slow down or feel uneasy.

if u prefer driving alone, no car in front of u, so that u can drive freely, then u r such a person that prefer working alone, handling a project or a job alone, so that u can think n decide everything on ur own freely, even if there's any problem occur, u will bear the responsibility urself.

mm.. quite true, i'm the 2nd person, i prefer driving without a car in front of me, n not blocking me, so that i can drive according to my speed.. in working place, not to say i like to be alone during work, but if i know how to do the job, i prefer in charge n work on it all by myself until i finish it, then only allow input from other people, i dun prefer other people giving idea or helping me up in the mist of my job, shld be giving me all the requirement and material b4 the job, and let me finish it. and that's y i started off my business by myself. =)

* but who prefer driving with a car in front??

During Valentine's Celebration

when me n kb heading for our valentine's dinner at Garden, i saw my former college mate.. as usual, after greeting, we shall introduce the one beside us.. unexpectedly, when i intro kb to my college mate, i paused for about 5 secs.. cuz i forgotten kb's name.. =p

dinner at Alexis, Garden, the food there so so only, no variety..=/

i was wearing tis new dress from zara, quite sexy huh? =p then only i realize tis is "too sexy" for malaysian, many ppl was looking at me, i wonder is tis too sexy or kua jiong, to me, it's normal lo..

when i touch up this pic, this objest seems so rite to end our celebration

*he said, there's no gal wearing such way for him b4.. aww~~ <3

Though of the Day 6

may b i'm too into it that's y created so much argument lately, shld i pull out a little bit? or bcuz of the decision that i've made?

Shut Up!

this morning when i woke up, i was thinking y my sis so quiet today, normally even she wake up first, but she stil wanna talk, cuz she tot i woke up dy, then....

"so early wake up already wan?" my sis asked

"....." kept quiet as i was brushing teeth

"good la, i can talk now.." my sis said

"what the... " said in my heart and continue brushing teeth

i salute her! she talk whenever her brain is functioning..

Though of the Day 5

如果你是说真的话你一定是很难过和生气. 不管你是说真的还是假的，只要我说出来我们的感情就会受到影响，所以现在闹成这样,不是因为你是说真的还是假，而是我把心底话说出来。我就是这样，时常忍不住气，非要说出口不可. 我其实很想你向我解释清楚，说多一点也不难吧，如果是真的话，那不要让我误会你啊。因为你的理由真的很难另人相信。

I Feel Good~ da da da da da da..

yesterday went for printing for company, an uncle there asked me:

"你还没有放学啊？"
(ur class is not over yet?)

"嗯..我是做工的" i said
(err.. i'm working..)

i didn know i look so young.. >=p

Aknowledgement of Your Love

here i wanna say thank you to my sweet baby, for putting effort of fetching me to work at late night n fetch me back.. ur patience is touching me, ur care n love is more than i expected and more than a word could express.. i'm sorry if i make u angry or sad or worried, or even dunno when u r caring me.. <3 ya.. *hugz*


*n sorry for causing u kena saman *whispering*

Thought of the Day 4: Late Night Work & Love

thou it seems not worth doing it, i think baby oso thinks that it's not worth it, going so far away to do the job at late night wit little payment.. but for me it's stil ok le, cuz i can learn while doing it.. editing trailer is diff, there's way of doing it, making it impressive, emotional n yet, not telling the story.. is not done yet, stil have to go back n do.. 

b4 i leave office, i wanted to tell jay about it, but it was too rush, hopefully tmr i can tell him, not sure how will he respond..

i'm so tired, but still wanna write something here.. when i look at baby in car, i felt so warm n touched, he waited for my call n fetch me back, a patience tat i never expect from him or any guy, it was 230am.. is too late to be awake.. i'm so blessed to have u.. =)