Real Photo is re-appeared

besides printing flyers for church youth event, tis is the first time printing out my "master piece", due to the advance of technology, not many ppl wil develop their photos as hard copy like wat we did last time, cuz nowadays we can upload to internet and chances of "showing off" is higher..

my aunt is going oversea for vacation, she wil b seeing some of her relative there, so she asked me to print out some photos of me n my family including some photos tat taken during mother's day, so tat she can show them who we are.. yes, we nvr see each other b4, except my dad, i think atleast they met b4 during my parent's wedding.. -_-"

kinda proud of myself for wat i've taken.. keke.. i purposely printed out 1 of the vietnam pic, see how does it look like in hard copy.. the result is... not bad~~

tis is the soft copy, it came out better than wat i expected when i see the printed one..

Something I Shld Know??

1 of my bro has been missing in action (MIA), didn come to church since last week due to his own personal prob.. i'm not youth leader (anymore..) but i just have the urge to reach out to him, yet i do not have much idea of wat shld i say cuz i dunno the whole issue bhind it.. so i just encouraged him wit wat i shld say (tat i think i shld say) over fb and email.. posting tis not only for him but for those who are doing the same as him.. here it goes..

xxx,

i dunno wat happen to u, and i dunno y i feel tat i need to share with u something,

when my sis was very young, she was very active (may b hyperactive, not surprise), kinda hard to control, even in church, my mum didn wan my sis kacau other ppl in church, so she decided not to go to church anymore, she tot may b when my sis grow up then only cont going to church. after some while, my aunt visited my mum, asking y she didn come to church anymore, after my mum explain, my aunt said tat my mum shldn skip church bcuz of tat, they can pray for my sis, once my aunt explained to my mum, suddenly my mum was like realized something and has been awakened. so from tat time, my mum nvr skip church since tat incident.

if my aunt didn visit my mum or my mum stil dun wanna come to church, where wil b me n my sis? bcuz my mum back to church, the whole family is serving God n church rite now and being a faithful christian, bcuz of tat, God's blessing is overflowing in our family like a river.

i wan u to come back to God, commit ur problem to God and let us pray for u, u shld be the light in ur community who reach out to God and the ppl in need, u shld b the one tat encourage ppl who has fell down cuz u know who is Love, where can we put our hope to and who is our source of everything, and tis is wat i see in u all tis while.

i dunno how serious ur case/problem is, or the problem of others, until u wanna skip ur church? or even wanna let go christianity? bcuz of God's love, u r given the privilege to choose watever u wan, but i tell u, u r not afford to lose God. 
atleast 1 month ago when i see u, u were so on fire, but now u look so upset n discouraged. why? shld it be the way?

everything wil come to past xxx, dun run away from God if u did, i wan u to cont do wat God wants u to do, be perseverance and receive the blessing He has for u, most importantly, ur salvation.

God loves u and
He really does..

Y Yan..

* i used to have such mind set which is letting go my relationship wit God, due to some problem happen to me which i think is not fair to me, but at the end, i didn dare to do it, cuz i cant afford to lose Him, i'm nothing without Him - My Lord..

** pls pray for him..

Mother's Day 2009

this year celebrated mother's day without my dad, first time ever in my life.. he cant have dinner until very late cuz he need to check some account, dun ask me wat account, i didn know n nvr find out.. but my sis suddenly got call from office need to work, so we had to go out late, he can't wait so didn join us.. i wonder y he need to check on this very day? cant he arrange it for some other day?? may b really cannot.. =/ i dun mind he's been very bz recently, but not on mother's day nor any occasion.... if can..

alrite, we stil go on according to our plan, we went to Akari, Mont Kiara Solarist, it's japanese food... the food there was very nice and not tat expensive, the bill was rm130++ for 4 of us, including my aunt..

 

  

tis r the foods..

 

and the rest of the food, didn captured nicely so didn upload..

 the best part of tis photo is taken by my mum, can see from reflection showing tat my mum using dslr weh.. kakaka..

 Akari

A Date

i'm so 幸福 tat i no need to drive to office yest, monkey fetch me, cuz we going out for date at nite (as usual), i dun wanna drive back home so late after date, so we decided he fetch me to office, it was a lovely morning i had..

the lovely moment is not end yet, at nite we had dinner and shopping at one u, we joke, we tease at each other, even we got nothing to say, but the moment is so sweet n short, n out of no reason or may b there is but we dunno, we miss each other a lot..

when we on our way back, his tire punctured, actually was more than punctured, it's cracked at the side (not sure if it's the rite word), it's spoiled badly.. so we stopped n changed the tire, we didn panic, we figure out how those tools work, thank God there was a taxi driver passby n help us to use the tool, within 1/2 hr, we changed the tire.. mm.. i was proud of myself cuz i help changing tire, i didn stand there, as wat a gal shld do? i did help n we work things together.. i think tis is considered sweet moment.. (romantic as well? yeah rite, just the beginning, i cant imagine if tis happen a lot, i'll stil think is romantic..=p)

n i did admire him cuz he didn show temper nor angry nor something, everything happen calmly.. =)

after tat, we went back to his hse n spent the rest of the time together, n tis was our date yest, to me, it's sweet n memorable..

i seen you under the bright sky

leave ur smell on me until i see you tonight

a kiss of us not to say goodbye

but a promise of returning back to your side

* i love you baby monkey..

My Burday 2009

finally the photos are ready, as usual, have to write something bout my bday.. i celebrated wit family at Tamarind on the actual day (8/4), oww~~ it is a very fine dining place, serving italian food at downstair and thai food at upstair, we chose italian food..

Tamarind at Ampang

 

the kitchen and dining place..

 

starter: tasty bread n cord fish

  

  

main dishes

 

finally, my dessert, specially customized for me, requested by sis..

  

take some photos..

  

with nice environment

ppl expecting i'll b celebrating my bday wit my love one for the very first time, instead, we celebrate it the next day, at The Curve..

  

didn take many photos... =p

* worse thing happen on tat day, i forgotten to bring my dslr, even the compact camera i didn bring.. wat a waste!!

** thanks to my sis, tat she purposely went and find the place location without me, so that she can give me little surprise tat how beautiful is the place..

*** thanks to my monkey for buying me another bracelet to replace the one tat he bought for my valentine which i lost it.. =p i'm not gonna lost it again, cuz it's precious to me tat i can wear his gift to me.. n i'm gonna find the lost one if can..

3 Months

3 months dy, how come sounds like very short n i feel it's been long time dy..?? how i wish we have been together very long dy..

i like the way he calls me, especially "sweet honey pie", (it may sounds goose bump =p) i nvr heard such nic b4, so sweet.. how u call a person shows wat is the position of tat person in ur heart..

i like to argue wit him (anyway, to me, tat's not considered as argument, is sort like merajuk), may b tat time is the moment we express out our heart out deeply, is tis considered childish? watever, may b.. =p

i have so much "wants" from him, everytime when i didn get wat i want, i'll b very upset, all the while i tot i'm a mature person, but when come to relationship, i have a hot temper to manage it.. 

oh~ 3 months... only..

* anyway, monkey i love u..

Easter Day

rmb Him tat He sacrificed for our sins,

and we gain the eternal life;

no one can find His body after His death,

bcuz He has risen from the dead;

wat else can we do for such amazing love?

come to Him and put ur trust in Him.

our God, our Lord, our hope..

* rmb not egg nor bunny tat we wanna celebrate..

8484 (2009)

i like my bday, make me feel tat i'm so special, 8484 (8 april 1984)..

yest nite my sis ask me wat is my bday wish, wat first came to my mind was my material need and my career, may b i shld tell her all my prayer request.. so i didn really answer her, i said

"dunno woh"

sis: "世界和平(world peace)?"

me: "dun have woh, i nvr tot of any bday wish.."

sis: "how come u dun have dream? to make u pursue it?"

cuz i know i can get watever i need from God, so i dun have to make any wish, i just pray to God.. may b sis is rite, if i'm asked to make a wish, i wish world wil b peaceful, no more sins nor wicked nor selfish happen around.. n i pray tat my family including monkey is safe n healthy..

* anyway, i do have my list (so far):

- Hyundai I-10

- Nokia E61i/iPod

- MAC Book/MAC Book Pro

- Sigma 17-70mm F2.8/Canon 17-40mm F2.8

- Canon flash

- camera bag

- a new spec

- a new closet

i'm gonna get all tis soon... >=)

Learned Something.. (new)

not really something new, but something has to be noted for my work (i know most of the ppl know it n doing it).. thank God that my recent job has gone smoothly so far thou haven approve n give final master.. i'm not a very good in communication especially speaking in english, but when i present my work, something has to b sure in order to avoid many unnecessary changes and affect my performance and work flow (eventhou i'm not good in communication but tis help.. i think):

1. always b sure wat i have and wat i dun have in terms of material (footage, stills, music and etc)

2. knowing and always prepare the reasons for wat i've done, in case client ask why is tis like tis, and not like tat

3. always rmb all the footages, it does help to explain n persuade the client tat tis is the best i've edited.. for event video, know well about their event, insert all the happening/important shots as many as i have

4. lastly, experience help knowing the temper of client

* i started loving my career, not to say i dun like last time but kinda lost, not sure if it's suitable for me.. however, the more i worked, the more movies/video i've seen, the more i like my career..

I'm Protected

when i was entering my office room tis morning, i saw broken glasses all over the floor..

"who broke my room glass? it's window glass? someone broke in??" thinking in my heart..

but the window glass is stil fine, then i traced the glasses, it was from the picture tat hang on the wall which is infront of my desk, it fell off! it's kinda big pic covered wit glass thou.. the hanger was broken, tat's y the picture fell down, i really wonder y tis pic suddenly drop which was hanging there all the while..

michelle told me, luckily it fell down at the mid might or when i was not around, if not i'll kena the glass when it fell down, cuz the glass flew everywhere even on the desk.. but i know is bcuz of God, He protects me from the glass, there is no luck in life, i've been praying for His protection over me n my family's life..

b4 tis incident, i was thinking things n ppl around me, i felt tat i'm so blessed, i cant list down all the blessing here but i know God has been pouring out His blessing over me, my family, my career, my relationship, my life n so on.. to non-christian, they wil b seeing tis as luck, "i am a lucky gal, receiving blessing without putting much effort" in chinese is 红运当头, but i'll say not by wat i've done, it's by God's grace, i am who n where i am now..