Real or Dream :: 080408

when i online, checking out my facebook (as usual), there was an event invitation, so i clicked on it, it was a birthday celebration for xxx on 7th April at 10pm in one of the italian restaurant at The Curve, invited by one of my fren, guests tat attending tis event r all known, wierd! but quite interesting.
as it's written, no need to prepare birthday present, cuz they will prepare, so i dressed up nicely and went to the place.the restaurant is nice, i like the environment, but i've no idea to go for which table, surprisingly there was a sign board showing me to which table i'm suppose to go..
"huh? it's treasure hunt or wat?" said in my heart
as i turn to the last turning at right, i saw my sis n all my best frens there, smiling at me and said
"welcome to ur bday party!" haha.. i know it, i shld know it..
it was really surprise me, really appreciate for their afford, bringing me to my favorite restaurant, gather together for my bday. But it was not end yet, as we having our dinner, chit-chating. at 12am, they sang me bday song, while they were singing, one of them said
"see who else is here?" i saw one shadow coming to me from the kitchen, i cant see clearly who was tat due to the dim light, as he came nearer.. n nearer..
"oh my~" said in my heart
"happy bday!" he said wit a cake holding with his rite hand.
is he! a person tat dun even rmb my bday, n now he is standing infront of me. i cant b too excited (apparently), if not, they will know i like him.. but y is he the one tat doing such suprise to me? i mean appear at 12am wit a cake?? i didn care so much, cuz i was too happy tat he was there for me, so i just said
"thank u"
then again, he put on a wording tag on the cake with his left hand, the wording was "can u be my gal fren?"
i was like... >_<
"r u kidding me? today is my bday, dun fool me k.."
he look at me, pause a while, with a bit shy n sincere smile
"i'm serious.."
"mm.." i look at the cake
"come on, dun b shy, tis is so not u! u like him rite?" the rest said
"ofcuz i wish... i would love to..." i said softly to him
"so yes or not?" he asked softly n shyly
i pause a while, i know he is not simply making fun type of ppl, he is shy shy little boy so i said
"yes!"
"uhu!" the rest of my frens were more happy than me, they clapped, they laugh n said
"we settle a couple, haha.."
i then hug him
"i love u"
"i love u too"
but wait! "come on, dun b shy, tis is so not u! u like him rite?" <- how did they know i like him?? i stare at my sis....

-the end-

tis is my dream, so sweet~ dream always nice n perfect, cuz it's not real n it's created by us..

however, out of expectation, the real story is more touching, God's plan is always better than my dream.. mm.. how shld i start..
i would like to thank my frens tat sending me greeting msg and call, especially those tat i nvr expect since 12am til 11pm. and my dad, he sent me msg! -> "生日快乐" so sweet~
at nite, i had dinner wit my family at Piccolo Mondo (not sure spelled correctly), food and service not bad, everyone seems enjoy it, as i always thankful for, not the food nor anything, but is the moment we spend together.. during the dinner, someone called me, who always forgotten my bday! haha.. he not only wish me happy bday, but he sang and played guitar on the phone! i was like.. T_T (i said in my heart, "grace, dun cry, dun cry") i was so touched for wat he has done! may be tis is wat he usually do to his fren, but wat i only know is i really enjoy when he sing (actually i think i'm suppose to sing tat song he sang instead of him? =p), he sing and play very well, gotta acknowledge him.. haha.. after he called, then my god bro called, he sounded more happy than me when i pick up the phone, we didn talk very long cuz of line prob (he called from s'pore), but i really appreciate it, he always care for me for i'm his sis..
after dinner, i went Baywatch for 2nd round, oops! i mean i follow my sis yam cha, didn know she plan surprise gathering for me (pretend la). when i reach there, it's actually surprise me was the ppl who came, some of them i really nvr expect they turn up, long time no see fren, bz fren, lazy fren n fren's fren.. haha.. i'm so touched and thankful for their effort, i'll nvr forget tis memorible and wonderful bday tat was given by them, especially my sis who plan tis, she called most of my close frens just to give me a surprise.. thanks so much.. *muakz* love ya..



1st round: dinner wit family

2nd round, thanks guys..

3rd round was in William mamak..

* i did prayed for my bday, pray tat i'll have a nice bday celebration =p n God answered

24 years ago - 8/4/1984

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What Does Love Mean

got tis from a forwarded email,

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
Rebecca- age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4 (tis is so sweet, name is something unique represent us)

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6 (tis is so Christ-like love)

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7 (tell u wit action, sweet~)

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." (what an image)
Karen - age 7 (fast movement?)

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry"

- the end -

to me, love is when u say something to someone especially ur advice, something said out of ur heart, n he/she remembered. he/she is happy when he/she see u smile.
love is basically u do wat u think love is
to God, "Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."1 Corinthians 13:4-7
it summarize all

My Celebrity Look-alikes

tot i look like those pretty celebrity, aiks~ haha.. *ahem*

Easter Day

Christmas =/= Santa claus
Easter =/= Egg & rabbit


He hang on the cross and died for our sins, after 3 days, He rose from the dead, those who believe in Him will not perish but will have eternal life. it's not about egg nor rabbit at all! y christmas is santa claus, y easter is easter egg? is very sad tat people dunno or forget the meaning of easter day. without the sacrifice and ressurection of Jesus Christ, we will die in sins eternally.
everytime b4 i spend a time wit God (pray), i'll ask myself,
"mm.. wat am i gonna pray today?"
cuz there're lots of lots of things needed to b prayed, when i think bout tis question - "mm.. wat am i gonna pray today?" i really touched by God, cuz i can commit everything to God until i can ask myself wat i wan, i dun need to ask wat God can do then only pray the things tat God can do, but bcuz God can n will handle n take care of everything, tis is wat we call - HOPE.
"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,"1 Peter 1:3
who do u put ur hope to? for ur study, career, family, relationship, future..
God created the world, n He sent His the only son to died for our sins, wat else He cant do? wat promise He will not fulfill for u?

i like tis song, in terms of lyrics and music, especially the highlighted line. wat Jesus did was sacrifice for us, and wat we need to do is just come to God n ask for forgiveness.

All for love the Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love the heavens cried
For love was crucified
Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me
Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You
Let me sing all for love
I will join the angels song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all
All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Wisdom from God

a testimony from my sis (not mine), is very encouraging though..

this morning, while having breakfast with my sis n mum, my sis told me she was "not smart" when she was very young (not good to say stupid k? so is "not smart"), no matter how my dad teach her, she stil cant understand, even a very simple maths question, i ask her why? she said she oso dunno, just cant understand, unable to pick up wat has been taught.. so she prayed, prayed, prayed..
"God, give me wisdom"
"God, give me wisdom"
"God, give me wisdom"
as my mum always teach us since when we were very young, pray to God for every needs, n He hears us. she prayed everyday. kids prayer is always simple yet faithful, pray without doubt..

now my sis is under Shell company, nvr deny that she is a fast learner, smart, very clear what she is doing rite now and faithfully serving God, can see that God has done great things in her life n using her for God's kingdom.

after she told me this, i asked her:
"why suddenly tell me this?"
"......"
before she answer, i said:
"u think that u r very smart now?" (in chinese: 因为你觉得你以家好叻？)
"bwahahaha.... yeah, that's wat i wanted to say!" she said
"......" *speechless* -____-"" she's always so confident..

however, is good that we reflect back the source of blessing, wat God has done in our life when we received what God has blessed us..

look at her face, know how confident she is..

I Think Wat I Think I Think..

when i wake up, i dun love u, i only think about God cuz i love Him
after spending time wit God, i think i love u cuz i think about u
the whole day i think about u so i think i really love u
at nite, i miss u, so i think about u
after tat...zzzZZzzZZzzZzz

* wat is tat????
** the label shld b Superb Mou Liu

My First SPR

my first vote (virgin vote), and it helps to made a change, did i? i think so.. haha.. i didn pay much attention or concern on my country, may be it seems too far from me, wat can i do besides pray? but tis election is the chance for me to help the country, thanks to my sis, she encouraged me register, cuz tis is the responsibility as a citizen and a christian. complaining memang cant change the country but pray and a vote does. so i did some reseach, see who deserve my vote (is shameful that i dunno much about my country - Malaysia!)

* the feeling was so excited cuz my first time, everything was smooth and fast, i think tis time they did very well in terms of allocating the polling centre.

New Babe

my first DSLR! tis is wat i long for, got it b4 the time i expected, now is promotion, it's rm500++ cheaper than normal price.. thanks to my dad, he pay for me first! =p and thank God that i got my own dslr at cheaper price.. =D

Canon 400D

* dun really familiar wit "him" but i'll do research n not miss any nice shotsss.. still learning.. ^^

Grace, Grace, Grace

(from left) Grace Kok, Grace Voon, Grace Au Yong

"Grace!..."
tall, short, fat, thin, old, young, long hair, short hair, curly hair, black skin, yellow, skin...etc turn around and ask:
"who call me?"

haha.. i wish i could create a Graces' Club, gather all the Graces, haha.. i have another 3 more friends called Grace, God's "Grace" is everywhere~~

God's Will

"This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him." 1 John 5:14-15 (NIV)

what a great word of God! He hears us, we will have whatever we asked of Him. but read carefully, "ask anything according to his will". what does it mean by "his will". i was excited and receiving this word of God by faith but when come to God's will, what does it mean? that makes me think of "Terms & Conditions Applied". i look for practical way of understanding of God's will, instead of doing so, God opened my heart to receive this word.

God wants us to be saved, so He gave us eternal life. this is God's will
(John 3:16; Romans 10:9-10,13)

God wants to have a relationship with us, so He created everything before He created human, for that man may enjoy everything that He has created. this is God's will
(Gen 1:1-27)

God's will is God's want, God's desire. what God wants, what God has for us. God already has everything we need, we ask things that He prepared for us and receive it by faith. we have a lot of things in our mind, we want this, we want that, we even come to God and ask "God, by faith, i know You will bless me what i want, so i want this!" i used to said this to God. but what God says? what He thinks? our desire should align with God's desire.
"Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4
it doesn't mean that we can't ask for our needs. we could ask God for study, work, family, personal desire and etc based on God's will, if God say yes to our prayer, God will surely do what He has promised,
"I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut" Rev 3:8

we just wait unto the Lord by doing what is right in front of us; if God say no then we just have to obey. God knows our desire, He's already have what is deeply in your heart. knowing yes or no from God need effort which is spending time with Him, pray and read His word - Bible.

"For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." Matt 7:8

during my first job, i was struggling, cause i faced a lot of difficulties, i prayed to God so that i can handle job well and everything goes smooth, you know what? situation wasn't changed and still the same, God didn't answer my prayer? "but i prayed!" i said. but what God wants is to bring me to a better working environment, He wants me to know that i can do something better. and now i'm working in a better working environment, and doing something with the talent that God given me, the past was letting me know how little i've trust God. however, this is not the destiny, i believe God will bring me to places that He wants me to go, doing something He wants me to do.

don't ask me what is God's will in my life, i'm seeking God's will everyday.