2nd Bazaar with Miracle

tis is really a miracle...

i joint a contest of getting a free booth in a bazaar, n i got it. when i reach there, it's a shop lot at The Strand, Kota Damansara, the place was quiet, i think it's a new building, n most of the shop lots are empty, i was thinking, "how would this place able to get good business??" anyway, i got the booth for free so nvm..

looking at the banner, it's held at 4th floor.. @_@ i told myself "nvm, free wan, it doesn cost me a lot, just take it as an experience to me" said in my heart.. after a while, the place is like a home, we were chatting among the vendors, n talking to each other how bad is the place (cuz no customer), the organizer oso felt guilty for not doing promotion, cuz it was a sudden decision to do b4 christmas.. if can, i wanted to bring down all my stuff n sell it at ground floor, cuz how would there have any people know there's a bazaar up there? however, i prayed to God, i dun care, wit human, things r impossible, to God, all things are possible, i wanna achieve this amount of sales..

miraculously, in the afternoon, there were people coming in, some were vendor's fren, some were walk in customer, n they bought my cloths! my sales were kept raising up, while other has no sales at all.. wau.. n i sold out more cloth than the first bazaar i joint.. thank God~ ofcuz at the end, some of the vendor did sold out some cloths, but not as many as mine at the time when i pack my stuff and go home..

check out the photos:

christmas bazaar

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is been a while i have not writing my blog, almost forgotten what font and color i use for my blog =p not to say nothing happen, again i wasn't inspired or lazy to do.. so i written 3 posts sekaligus..

many things happen recently, father of my fren and colleague pass away, fren breaking up wit her bf, colleague having illness which cant be cured, fren's parent having marital problem and so on.. what is all these trying to tell me? before discovering the "truth", at least i should give thanks for wat i have, and not to complain wat is yet to come..

Is Time to be Restored

yesterday went to fren's graduation, a different kinda graduation, at least to me, it's something different. he graduated from diploma of counseling and bachelor of theology. yes, he soon to be a pastor.

i have once thought of doing full time ministry, being a full time minister or at least a pastor's wife, just to serve God wit all my life. but i know is not by emotion but is by calling. i rmb b4 tis fren of mine entering full time ministry, both of us were very on fire, we were been talking bout how good if is working full time. but who knows, now both of our ways are heading to different direction in terms of career, he is pastor and i'm a video editor, besides that, even our friendship has screwed for some reasons that probably only he knows, not even me... =/

i didn really thought of restoring tis friendship (or would say refuse to) cuz i was really piss off with wat he has done or behaving, until recently, i realize things can be really changed, there are 2 options if we wanna work out with God, a friendship or an enemy. so i chose friendship, i do care for tis friendship, since we knew each other when we were born, no point allowing devil destroy it until end of the world, the good day shall come..

* congratulations, fren

Dog of 2 Weeks

tis dog no more hanging around my house, we dunno where she went to but according to my dad, he saw her "running away" with other homeless dogs. whatever it is, i wish she will be happy for the rest of her life. she is a very old dog, my mum said she has been forsaken by previous owner, cuz she looks like a fine dog that been adopted before, may b becuz she was sick or too old..

we fed her when she was around, so she becoming 1 of our dog, guarding the house, shaking the tail when we came back, sitting in front of the gate before dinner time..

Recently..

i've been so bz recently, not only for my job, but oso for my "little business". last month was bz starting off my online business, n getting new cloths and some necessary stuff for bazaar, at the same time, was busying for an event job, after all these, need to rush for another 3 days video edit, oh man~ i was quite exhausted, cuz i was sick like mama oso cannot recognize me, my voice changed to "agua" voice n yet, i cant take mc, cuz need to rush for the jobs.

anyway, i'm quite enjoyed wat i'm doing, for editing, is glad tat i can edit with the director of Sell Out for an event video of Time Dot Com, to come out a better or almost perfect video (atleast it's not some corporate video nor simple montage commercial).. =) for my online business, i'm surprise tat almost everyone support me, n getting wishes tat i'll b success in this area. =)

MacBook Pro 17" that company rent for my video playback for Kancil event, this laptop is awesome, touchpad is like iphone, can do scrolling, zoom in n out, etc, but it's too sensitive until i screwed up some video playback.. >_<

b4 event start, let's take a photo first.. with macbook pro

the next day was my bazaar, mm.. the business so so, reason was not many ppl in 3 two square but i stil able to cover my cost.. =)

really thanks for those who came n visit my stall, shelly, jin sun, my sis, esther and kb, most of all, my mum whom help me a lot since i started my business..

Sepet

i love Yasmin Ahmad's commercial, it's inspiring and though provoking, everyone loves it, but tis movie Sepet, is the first movie i ever rate it "not pass", 2/5. i know it got many award, and the story is good but the edit and the acting except the 2 main roles spoiled the movie, how sad~

* shame on myself, watch tis after 3 years released

Bad Attitude

the attitude is

lazy and sleepy;

only music,

work of others inspired the editor;

that is me,

the freaking lazy creature.

A Worth of Sacrifice

tis video really touched me and remind me once again, His Salvation. the greatest blessing of all. n now wat else shld i complain bout my life after all He has done

the "best part" is all these passengers didn even know they were saved.

How Long Can I Be Good

feel like giving up, but is ridiculous for only 2 weeks. how much have i tried? but giving up early is better than lose until no ending rite??

sometimes i just wonder why He dun wanna bless me, i knew He blessed me a lot in other area of my life, but i stil haven get the thing that have been asking long time ago, y am i stil lost here. and i so wonder how long shld i stil remain faithful n discipline myself, just to please Him.

putting Him in 1st priority??? tel me how long can i do tis if i stil haven get wat i wan when i put Him first.. sometimes is just unfair..

Accident

a very good movie, good story, good editing, nice color n probably good directing to make everything flowing smoothly..

a kind of story tat i never watch b4, special, and nice ending.. make me feel like it's like final destination but tis is an human make final destination, overall flow is very nice, almost perfect in terms of the silence, slowness, speechlessness, and climax, all tells the story..

as kb said, it's looks like Johnie To's movie, but he was half correct, it's Pou-Soi Cheang's movie, producer is Johnnie To.

as conclusion, an unexpected movie

* may b there're movies like tis but i nvr watch b4

** for those who doesn understand, then better watch again, if not, wasted, or else, dun watch.. =p

*** Rate: 4/5

New Experience

previously i was stil making my decision, should i start this (read more: Decision Making).. and now i've made decided to do, which is online boutique, i've done research for 2 months, seeing how people do, then only realize there are a lot of people doing this, so does it mean it's a very easy things to do? and yet, people nowadays in malaysia stil not so trust in internet purchase especially clothing..

anyway, i've already started, atfirst i really have not much confident to do it, cuz so many people doing it and i nvr do any business before, but i really thank God that people around me has been so supportive n helpful in my (small) business..

here are the links:
grazioso facebook
grazioso blogspot

Holidays

should write wat had happen for the past few days which was the holiday..

on sun (20sept), i went to my secondary school fren's wedding, honestly, it wasn't an very impressive wedding dinner/ceremony to me, compare to those wedding tat i've been to. but it was a great gathering i had wit my secondary school frens..

i realize i have changed, i guess same goes to all my frens, after 8 years, we surely have changed in term of personality, becoming more mature is definitely. but i realize even my character has changed a bit, i used to be very talkative, crazy, sociable, etc. i didn really remember until one of my fren said:

"huey en, u have full of crazy idea, let's think of the ways to fool the "heng dai", i rmb last time u always fool me wan.. haha!!" when my frens was preparing stuff to fool the heng dai

anyway, congratz to jennifer!

on mon (21st sept), first holiday, i went out wit kb, spent an half day wit him then went to hospital, visited andrew's father, he is in critical condition right now, besides tat, even andrew n his family are also facing a serious situation of decision making, whether they should continue sustain his father's life or not for the expenses are very heavy, so now everything has to depend on God's will, n trust on God for the decision, let Him provide everything n control everything..

on tues (22nd sept), 2nd holiday, i wasn going anywhere, how clever was i, cuz i need to clean up my study room which i wanted to do since early of the year but always no time n kept messing up the room by adding all the stuff on table n floor.. i should have take a photo of my messy room, a before and after photo, anyway, i stil haven finish cleaning up cuz at night i went out wit kb to "complete" our date of previous day.. =p

Cooking+HoliDay

i complaint to kb tat y didn he do something like cooking, making something,etc for me, like how someone else do something to pursue a gal (i always complain) =p so he decided to cook spaghetti at merdeka holiday (as he said, he is not good at making romantic stuff n only know how to cook
spaghetti)

so we went to mid valley to buy some ingredient, i did prepare something for this meal as well which is
drinks, to be part of it..

kb's ingredient for his spaghetti

n these r mine! looks like i got more ingredient than his, but actually not, i just didn take the pic..

so yong sui.. btw, his house got big kitchen, now i know y i always heard those housewife keen to have big kitchen, instead of big bed room

Finally, the food is ready..

the spaghetti (mince beef + pepper chicken sausage + crab stick) and yogurt vege juice (celery + broccoli + lemon)

another drinks: apple strawberry yogurt

alrite, is time to eat.. (have to, cuz he started eating dy, no more taking pic, aiks!)

loving watever he does as a gal fren is not my style cuz i like to "teng" him wan, but nvr deny, his spaghetti really nice, taste ngam ngam.. yum~ too bad, he doesn like my vege yogurt very much cuz too healthy, tasted weird to him.. -_- but he accepted the apple strawberry yogurt.. wat the.. anyway, i really enjoy cooking n eating wit him..

* monkey has changed to kb (kenny bear), in case he really become real monkey.. =p

** his mum love the vege yogurt cuz it's very healthy.. kakakka!!

I'm Transparent

i dun usually gossip or talk bad about people in my blog, but some one is testing my patience n level of forgiveness, i've been "forgiving" him (yes, is him) since 7-8 years ago, i'm proud of myself cuz i didn gila infront of him, behaving immature infront of him, scold him (as i did b4 to my fren during my secondary school =p) or leave the church for wat he has been behaving..
for some reason, he wont communicate wit me, except some information he needs to give, my existence is transparent, watever happen, he wil talk or discuss wit everyone except me, n when i talk, he ignore, as if like "do watever u wan la".. wat more bout making decision, if the decision relate to me, so wat? he maDe the decision, n INFORM me, opps! he didn even inform me, he just do watever he wan, cuz i'm transparent..

bcm student (the "loohur"), i'm better than u, cuz i treat u as how i treat other ppl, cuz i'm (trying my best) forgiving u no matter wat u've done, cuz my focus is in God's work but u? i dun wanna judge u as i'm not allowed, please forgive me for wat i've done tat might cause u behaving like tis..

i love u cuz God says "love your enemy"..


* i'm sorry for the post, but tis wat i've been facing in my life, dun ask me to approach him, i approached him n times, outcome is he said nothing woh..
** pray for us..

Decision Making

i'm so excited about the decision tat i'm going to make, cant tell now until i officially start (or may b not starting).. i really hope i can do it n is wat i capable of, n now i'm preparing everything, hope it wil b smooth, n most of all, hope tis is God's will and He wil b wit me n guide me..

* i thank my sis n my mum n my monkey whom supporting me tis..

BSB 2: Same or Change

the reason of blogging for the sake of blogging (bsb) is bcuz monkey asked me y didn i write blog.. mm.. cuz i'm lazy to write n i'm not inspired to write anything.. =p

let's talk bout my situation now, now is morning, sitting infront of computer, looking out the window, ah~ another day, ppl tend to complain or sighing tat everyday is a routine day, everyday doing the same thing, sounded boring.. i guess they bored of their job or bored of their studies, or stil figuring out wat is their dream/ambition tat's y no vision nor target to archive.. last week i was inspired by a thought (or could b God spoken to me?),

when i woke up,

everything is still the same, nothing is changed

my room, my body, n even the smell around me..

walking out of my room, my parent still the same,

they r doing morning routine work..

"coming back for dinner tonite?" mum asked

when i get ready to work,

have to choose wat cloth to wear, how i wish my office provide uniform,

then heading to same company, waiting for same job..

everything remain as usual, i'm still having all my life n love one,

they are still alive, n healthy

i'm not unemployed, i stil can earn for my living..

how many ppl out there r homeless..

how many ppl's life has changed suddenly due to disaster or accident..

i believe God will bless me n my future, and i just do my best for everything

i dun expect tis kinda "change" but i chose to appreciate them n b contended.

is good to remain the same in certain area..

God still Cares

tis morning i was a bit emo, something in my mind, something frustrating, something tat came to my mind more than once, something tat makes me questioned God more than once.. lazy to write wat is it, may b wat i can do now is wait..

once i step into my office room, it start raining, a heavy rain, and i didn get wet at all cuz it all happen after i enter into my office, i was thinking or God spoke to me tat:

God is stil care, for everything n even little thing..

the view from my room looking out from the window..

God Bless the Faithful One

normally i dun write others' bday in my blog except mine but tis time i have to write something bout her for wat my sis has done, n how God prepared everything for her..

today is my mum's bday, as usual, we either go for fine dining or giving her present.. for my dad's convenience, we went to The Ship at KL, which is near my dad's shop.. abnormally, the road to KL from our hse was SMOOTH, not congested at all, we reached there within half an hour.. my sis was amazed why the road so smooth, normally tis period (after work) is very congested then my sis said, "God really bless those who r faithful.." God prepared the way for my mum's bday dinner..

err.. dun ask me y my mum smile like tis, i've no idea..

the food was good, everyone enjoyed their meal.. tis restaurant has existed for ages, i can see they didn do any renovation to modernize the place, it's classic, i prefer like tis, just remain as it is wil b nice..

i didn take my dad's pic which is looking at the camera, but only eating.. =p

after dinner, we went n see my dad's shop, since we were there dy and we nvr been there b4.. there's a story to talk bout my dad's business but i lazy to write it, n better not to write, if not i'll be caught by ISA, oops!

my sis suggested to buy bday cake for my mum (here, i need to acknowledge her, she is a very family-minded person, she care for family a lot, she wil think of ways to show appreciation to her family) then i suggested a cake shop which has very nice cake at Taman Desa, the shops there always congested with cars and human, is hardly even to do double parking or just simply drive across the road, so again abnormally, we found a parking just slightly infront of the shop.. God prepared a parking for my mum's bday cake..

ok, the best part is here, after we went back home, her good daughter (older one) suggest to play guitar for her bday (oh my gosh..) so she find chords n play..

i think she was praying..

one "fei cai", still wan mother to serve.. keke..

A Day Trip with Monkey

tis is the day which me n monkey long waited for, we nvr really spend a day together for some vacation, either wit frens or just a while spending together at home or shopping/movie.. so we decided to take a leave on july but ended up only me taking leave bcuz he is now holiday, waiting for new job..

on the way..

we went to KLCC Aquarium, mm.. not really impressive, cuz not many variety fishes nor any underwater species and a very small "underwater world", which can finish seeing it within half an hour, but we spent more than tat, cuz we kept taking pictures of those fishes with my dslr..

the aquarium and underwater world

the shark and the shark egg (yee~~)

the huge fish (dunno wat is it called) and the nemo and the weirdo

we just spent 2hr++ in klcc, then we headed to sg wang cuz monkey wanna see robot then we went to pavillion The Loaf which is my fav hang out place cuz i like the uhu uhu (not sure if it's called) there..

last hang out place was not wat i expected, which is church.. i didn plan to go to prayer meeting, cuz i tot it wil b very rush for us, n honestly i wanna skip prayer meeting (only tis week) to spend my whole day wit him.. =p we manage to go home at around 6pm so monkey said we shld go since we got time, we shldn skip, i was like.... err.. ok lo.. he said tis is wat i said b4, "we shldn skip prayer meeting" i was thinking, "skip tis week only mer..." anyway, i respect and admire wat was in his mind..

at old town kopitiam..

* we stil continue hang out together after prayer meeting, we went yam cha nearby my hse

** i really enjoyed being wit him..