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Friday, March 30, 2007

Legal Homosexual Marriage? Yes or No?

i listened to radio this morning, they talking bout the news regarding 2 lesbian committed suicide bcuz of their relationship was rejected by their parent, so today topic is "do you agree legal homosexual marriage?"
i wanted to call in and give my opinion, cuz i was very disappointed wit the answer given by the audience, expecially one of the audience, she is a christian, she said she strongly agree wit tis issue, n she wonder why cant have les/gay relationship.. i was like @_@ cuz she has a fren is lesbian, n the relationship is very good, better than normal couple, married some more.. -_- .... *speechless*
ofcuz i dun agree, a lot of ppl has tis kind of trends and getting more and more ppl agree doesn means tat is rite! tis is not only againts God's will, and oso againt the nature. disagreeing tis issue is not meaning we are outdated, for there're a lot of ppl accept it; and not bcuz we dun undestand their feeling, some ppl says why shld we stop tis feeling, tis is true love, it shldn restricted by anything. i kinda understand the feeling, wat i think is, same sex is seems like more understanding, they know wat we want, so eventually, we will have special feeling arise in us, we feel tat we r been cared, and if tat person has a little bit of opposite sex attitude, we will easily "fall in love", some more nowadays, homosexual is accepted, so who will bother beeing les/gay is normal or not.. ofcuz there're a lot more possibilies tat cause a person became les/gay, but one thing is, there's NO such thing which we are born to be homosexual, God wil NEVER made mistake, tat we r suppose to be a male (if we r female) so i shld love a gal..
instead of discussing whether we whould should have legal homosexual marriage, why not we discuss how we plan to have an official homoxesual couseling. thou there are a lot of countries approve homosexual marriage. this issue makes me tot of one issue brought by tis radio few days ago, the topic regarding abortion, there's a new invention, called abortion machine, due to a lot of abortion cases, they invented this, it has heater inside to provide warmness to the baby, and also sensor which can call the polis or those who can help (dunno wat they called), to minimize the abortion or "environment pollution", cuz those "mama" (mostly young mama) dunno how to handle their baby..-_-# wat the radio trying to say is, nowadays, our community is compromising, in chinese -> "mai lei pa", since cant help, n some more getting more and more such cases.. same to issue of homosexual, i wonder who is the first homosexual? if tis kinda trends is rite, then y should we discuss bout tis? rite things no need to be discussed
"Simply let your 'Yes' be 'Yes,' and your 'No,' 'No'; anything beyond this comes from the evil one." Matthew 5"37


* i'm not againts homosexual, i know they need love, they even need to know wat is truth..
** to whom tat he/shes think he/she is gay/lesbian: God loves you, he will never made mistake, He created you wit purpose, you are who you are right now, not some one else..

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Pai Seh Lah!

i feel sorry to all the people around me! pai seh lah! *quoted from Xiu Yi, bow my head*
cuz quite a lot of fren of mine dun really like pop star (cuz they r music lover, or music pro, they wil only appreciate those who can play music or sing veeeery well whether they r good looking or not), n now i love them is bcuz they r very cute but ofcuz they r good in acting oso la.. (i think i only know how to judge ppl's acting instead of music talent =p). i love fahrenheit "Fei Lun Hai" especially Wu Chun and Jiro, and SHE, especially Ella.. oh~~ i think i like them even more than Rain.. =p actually i quite like SHE b4 the show cuz their personality, 3 of them like always happy, so real.. how i wish i can b their fren.. =D
so pls dun surprise for their blog is in my blog..=p

* it's happy n feel satisfied tat we admit wat we like, n do wat we like, as long as it's not againts God. i think i've been so long nvr discover wat i like n just admit it.. cuz i'm quite easily been influenced by other ppl, espcially the one we like, wat he/she likes, became wat u like, isn't it? haha.. n oso our frens who r so sure wat they like or wat they wan.. @_@ n oso afraid tat ppl wil laugh at me for who i like..=p aiyah, dun care la, live to pls God, not bothering wat ppl think..

Saturday, March 24, 2007

花养少年少女

i love 花养少年少女!!, this drama series is super nice.. it's originally from a japanese comic, HANAZAKARINO KIMITACHIHE. i love 吴尊, Jiro and Ella, they are so cute n handsome! their 'over' expression really like comic character especially Jiro, never expect he can act like tis, cuz i saw him in one of the show b4, tat show he wasn't the main role (n some more he's not leng chai in the show, act in very small portion of show only),the story oso super funny n romantic, especially the 大树, thou his appearance not as much as the main role, but he's really capture ppl's attention.. haha.. u watch then u know..
i just fall in love wit tis show, yesterday is weekend eve so i watched until 4am something! crazy rite?! haha.. but i'm not finish yet, today cannot watch, cuz tonite got youth meeting, if watch, sure i'll keep on thinking bout the show..=p
k, i cant talk much here dy, cuz i wanna take my nap now, yesterday slept very late n woke up early tis morning..

here's the story:
(pls dun angry wit me cuz of the language cuz tis is a taiwan show, taiwan website)
http://www.gtv.com.tw/Program/S051420061125U/




Monday, March 19, 2007

Enquiry for Degree

yesterday after church i went to an university (open day) for enquiry, but end up wit disappointment. wat made me disappointed is the credit transfer, they dun accept my diploma, cuz is totally diff thing, my diploma is audio, but i'm looking for multimedia degree course. this uni course is mainly focus on art, when i ask bout the credit transfer, the first question they ask me is "do u know how to draw?" then i said "nope".. then straightly he said have to take the course from foundation, i was like -_-## u mean i have to study for 4 years??! i'm not young leh, how can i start all over again?
tat time i was really disappointed n kinda blame myself, cuz now only find out wat i wan. i regret the course tat i took, wasted money n time, if i know wat i wan n found tis college after spm, then i finish tis course in tis coll dy.. so now i'm stil looking for multimedia degree course which is more on computer/technical side, and no need drawing skill.. anyone know? =/

Friday, March 16, 2007

Apocalypto

just watched tis movie - Apocalypto by Mel Gibson, it's very nice!

first of all, let me tell u my defination of a great movie (cuz diff ppl has diff defination of good, and my taste is always out.. haha): good story, good visual effects and editing, costume, sound and then lastly, it's a non-compromise movie. now days movies r meeting market, consumer's interest and business requirement, tat's y some movies have changed n modified the 'real life/story' or trying to minimise the violence (definately tis is rite, but i think if there's so much of restriction, then better not to do to keep it's original master piece) n nvr deny, i oso prefer watching commercial movie, cuz for me, wat for let my mind so stress to watch those serious movie when i wanna relax myself to enjoy a movie.. but once a while i'll watch tis kind of movie la, to see how professional director produce a great movie..

ok, let's talk bout tis movie, no famous / well known actor but very good actors n actress to bring out the story; it's kinda non-compromise movie (not at all due to some historical inaccuracies), i'll say althou it's very violent but tis is wat the story is all about. (thank God, i'm not staying in such ancient >_<) i admire Jaguar Paw (main role), his own will power caused by his love towards his family tat save him n his family. i think a person tat nvr give up n keep upholding his dream, he can overcome the problem n archive his dream, ofcuz another important key is opportunity which this is cant gained by ourself, but only God. like the leopard in the movie, it seems like another stumbling block to take Jaguar Paw's life but at the end, tis leopard helps to destroyed his enemy..

Directed by: Mel Gibson
Writing credits: Mel Gibson (written by) & Farhad Safinia (written by)
Produced by:
Vicki Christianson.... executive producer
Bruce Davey.... producer
Ned Dowd.... executive producer
Mel Gibson.... producer
Sergio Miranda.... producer: Costa Rica
Farhad Safinia.... co-producer
Original Music by: James Horner
Cinematography by: Dean Semler
Film Editing by: John Wright
Casting by: Carla Hool
Production Design by: Thomas E. Sanders (as Tom Sanders)
Art Direction by: Roberto Bonelli & Naaman Marshall
Set Decoration by: Jay Aroesty
Costume Design by: Mayes C. Rubeo

here goes the story:
-Apocalypto-
Opening quote: "A great civilization is not conquered from without until it has destroyed itself from within." — W. Durant
During a tapir hunt in the Mesoamerican jungle, Jaguar Paw (Rudy Youngblood), his father Flint Sky (Morris Birdyellowhead), and their fellow tribesmen encounter a procession of traumatized and fearful refugees. The procession's leader explains that their lands have been ravaged, and with Flint Sky's permission, the procession passes through the forest. When Jaguar Paw and his tribesmen return to their village, Flint Sky tells his son not to let the procession's fearful state seep into him. At night, the tribe's elder tells the village a fable of man dangerously never filling his want, despite having the capabilities of the world's animals. The villagers follow the story with music and dance, leaving Jaguar Paw to ponder.

The next morning, after Jaguar Paw wakes from a nightmare, he sees strangers enter the village, setting aflame homes with their torches. The raiders, led by Zero Wolf (Raoul Trujillo), attack the villagers and subdue as many as possible. Jaguar Paw slips out of the village with his pregnant wife Seven (Dalia Hernández) and his little son Turtles Run, lowering them on a vine into a small cave (a chultun, shaped something like a well)[9] to hide them. Jaguar Paw returns to his village to fight against the raiders, but he is subdued with the rest of his tribesmen. A raider whom Jaguar Paw attacked, the vicious Middle Eye (Gerardo Taracena), prepares to execute Flint Sky in front of his son. Flint Sky tells Jaguar Paw not to be afraid, and Middle Eye slits Flint Sky's throat.

Before the raiders leave the village with their prisoners, one suspicious raider severs the vine leading into the ground cave, trapping Jaguar Paw's wife and son within. The raiders and their captives trek toward a Mayan city, encountering failed maize crops and slaves producing plaster. They also pass a small girl with leprosy (alternatively congenital syphilis) who warns the raiders that their end is near. In the city's outskirts, the female villagers are sold as slaves, and the male villagers are escorted into the city to the top of a step pyramid. The high priest sacrifices several captives by pulling out their hearts and then decapitating them. When Jaguar Paw is on the altar to be sacrificed, a solar eclipse stays the priest's hand. The priest declares the sun god Kukulkan satisfied with the sacrifices, and he asks the sun god to restore light. The eclipse passes, and light returns to the world.

Zero Wolf, told to dispose of the captives by the priest, takes them to a ball field. Their captives are released in pairs to run the length of the field while the raiders target them with javelins, arrows, and stones. Jaguar Paw successfully reaches the field's end and though injured by an arrow, bypasses a raider "finisher", Zero Wolf's son, Cut Rock, by killing him. An enraged Zero Wolf pursues Jaguar Paw into the jungle with his fellow raiders. The chase leads back to the forest in which Jaguar Paw's village was located. As he flees, Jaguar Paw jumps over a high waterfall and survives. He declares from the riverbank below that the raiders are now in his territory.

Zero Wolf's raiders fall to both the forest's elements and Jaguar Paw's traps. A heavy rain sets in, which begins to flood the ground cave in which Jaguar Paw's wife and son are still trapped. Jaguar Paw defeats Middle Eye in hand-to-hand combat and kills Zero Wolf by setting off a trap meant for hunting tapir. He is chased by two remaining raiders out to a beach where they encounter conquistadors and missionaries making their way toward the shore in rowboats (the Spanish conquest of Yucatan actually started in 1519). The amazement of the raiders allows Jaguar Paw to flee. He returns into the forest to rescue his wife and son from the cave. He finds that his wife has given a submerged birth to a healthy second son, and the family is rescued. Jaguar Paw leads them deeper into the forest, leaving behind the conquistadors anchored in ships off the beach.

Info source:
http://www.apocalypto.aurum.es/noflash.html

My Interview

"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." Matthew 6:33

just went to interview yesterday, i love the interview thou most probably wil not success.. haha.. cuz from the interview, i know wat i want n wat they expect, so tat i can improve myself to involve in this field.. btw, i'm looking for post of video editor, persueing to work in video/film production field

from the interview, they require: fcp skill which i just learnt basic b4, now i'm using premiere in my office (anyway, tis 2 softwares almost the same wan); crazy working hour, but i told them i dun work on sunday morning (telling them straight forward); working experience may not enuf (from his face, i can roughly find out). anyhow, i dun really find frustrated in tis interview compare to previous one, cuz i know wat make me might fail to get tis job is bcuz i got not enuf experience n knowledge (i was a diploma audio engineering student, video editing was learnt from extra course in my coll, my office and myself), and working hour, but i believe as long as i tried my best to improve myself and honor God, surely God wil bless me a great career

so now wat decision tat i need to make is: whether i should take full time degree course or part time degree course (this is wat i persueing, i must get a degree); if i take full time course, i must get a part time job to support my course fees and living fees, i dun wanna depend on my parent so much; if i take part time course then i must make sure i can concentrate well on work n study where i dun think i'm good at tat, some more i need to look for a company where i can no need to work on weekend, so tat i can study.. reason y i wanna change company is bcuz salary is veeeeeery low, and nothing else i can learn, tis will only wasting my time..=/

Thursday, March 15, 2007

New Diary

ok, tis is my new diary, like a trip, walking along the road where God brings me to. there will be bifurcation where i need to ask for God's guidance; there will be trials, where i need to trust God to overcome all the trials; there will be difficulties and frustration along the trip where i need to focus on God and continue to walk with Him til the end of the day.

a fruitful life is not an easy life

"in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight" Proverbs 3:6