Proposal/Christmas Gift

Long time never blog, password almost forgotten some more.

I've got a very big gift from KB, instead of showing it in FB which is what people are doing now days, I rather blog it here.

Sigma lense 17-70mm
2.8-4.0

Me and KB went for recce for pre wedding shoot place at KL today. Before that, he told me he wants to go to a special place, i was thinking may be some special place for recce which i dont know, or he wants to propose to me in this "special place"?? ha! i think to much, impossible.. said in my heart.
after we went to bank and withdrew our money, he drove to this very old shopping mall at KL which until now i still dont know what it's called, i only know that YL (famous camera trading shop) is inside this shopping mall.
KB: "familiar with this place?"
me: "mm.. YL is here isnt it?"
then he smile. and said wanna buy lense for me, which is the one i aiming to buy years later. i was kinda surprise of what he planned to do because i just told him a week ago and i really didnt expect him to buy, cause it's too expensive. he said this will be my wedding gift kah, christmas gift kah and birthday gift. ah~ to me, whatever.. i just love the gift. =)
day before i even asked him, what he did that is showing love towards me,he seems answering me crap, i knew, he dont know how to answer me, he just can't express well.. well, for me to find out i guess.. =) <3

New Kawaii

My first and new ride. ^^
Miss it more than missing KB when i just got it.. =p

Experienced (big) Miracle (again)

Picture speaks the miracle

i like when someone ask me,

"How do you managed to change industry?"
or
"How do you get this (current) job?"
or
"How do you managed to change industry??! i tried but i never get that" <- like the most, but i can't answer this question, as i assumed this person was expecting answer on how well i did to get the job. NO! i didn do anything nor how well am I but how wonderful is God!

Before i answer, i always have that kinda wander look, rolling my eye and smiling. I don't prefer to explain from the time i seeking job until i got over my interview, that's just a process which is quite boring. Instead, i wanna say "miracle" and thanking God in my heart.

Since I started working in my current company, whatever that i've gone through is obviously reminds me of what i was searching for, thinking of and wanted.
i just got to know what actuary do last year, KB told me actuary earn a lot but is hard and it takes a lot of effort to become an actuary. I was wondered what they do and makes them earn a lot (i was eagerly to know all kinds of job as i was planning to change job), then he roughly said something to do with maths. i was like "what??" i like maths a lot but never know what job is related to maths. So i research on this career and even plan to change to this industry IF i'm allowed to.

This is the note i prepared when i wanted to go to UTAR to find out more Actuarial Science but ended up going back home. It's impossible to let go my job and start a course from the beginning (there is no part time course for actuarial degree). Some more the degree can't guarantee a job for me after i graduate. My colleague told me nowdays a lot of fresh graduate can't find job, because the "supply" is more than "demand".

i'm grateful to God for what He has done in my life. it's all began from KB. On last year, KB suddenly started a conversation with his brother (all this while they seldom talk). He asked his brother if there is vacancy for admin job (something that i can do) in his company and he said yes. =D
after the interview, only then i realized my department is actuarial department. =D
after i working sometimes, i realized i (think) can take exam and even claim for exam. =D

"...With men it is impossible, but not with God; for with God all things are possible."
Mark 10:27
"Take delight in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart."
Psalm 37:4

the most grateful thing is how i experience God through this incident, not only providing this job but He is leading me in my career. there shall be part 2 on how i gone through all the difficulties with Christ. =)


* wanted to write this post for long time, finally i got the time. =p

Chic Pop 6 + Miracle

As I was heading to chic pop after breakfast, the sky was actually getting dark, it's kinda freak me out, cuz i can't miss this bazaar as this bazaar is the most expensive bazaar i've ever joint, and i plan to clear my old stocks. Thus, i prayed...

The picture speaks the miracle, there was nice weather through out the event, and was super crowded. visitors were here and lined up for registration even before the event starts. the amount i earned on that day equals to total of 3 days i've earned at MOFEW.

I nearly miss this bazaar as there was no reply from the organizer, cuz i late giving confirmation. at the end, they called me up for payment. =)

Moving On

3 more days i'm leaving my company, am leaving this "entertainment" industry. I never surprise that people around me were surprised at my decision, especially my department head, he couldn believe it, i guess is either my acting is way too good, or my performance is too good to leave.

i'm not only changing my job, but industry. from an informal environment to a formal environment. i just felt like i've been playing around quite sometimes, is time to settle down for a real job, hahaha!! aint I working all this while?? i dunno why, i just had this kinda feeling.

because of the new job, i gotta force myself to go shopping, i bought a trouser, three blouses, one skirt, one cardigan, a coat and a dress, amazing! never have I bought so many except CNY.

cant wait to start new job, because of those new cloths.. >=p

my new cloths.. oh by the way, i so heart this peter pan collar blouse, it's so sweet~

* Gonna write a post on how great is God whom provide this job for me, and my "new life" with "new cloths" (soon to be revealed)

Is Time To Change

ohda, i cut my hair, long waited new style, i was either no money or dunno what to cut, finally potongkan sama dia, cuz i was too bored with my long styleless hair..

my sis was too free, and capture the process..

took a pic of my long hair before cutting it.. never expect it turned out so nice.. ^^

before and after.. still look nice in whichever hair style.. *ahem* >=p

By God's Grace

Is been a while i've not blogging.. i was busying for my job then now is for my online boutique, i'm getting into it and like what i'm doing, and thus much effort and commitment has putting in.

I really thank God for what He has done for me, for my blogshop, all this while, my blogshop is been reviewed by online fashion reviewer whenever there is new arrival or sale or promotion. but this time something is out of the norm. i received an email from Remaja about 2 weeks ago, only 3 short sentences of email:

"Hai I’m fara from magazine REMAJA. I ada feature your online butik dalam REMAJA tau..jgn lupa beli k!"

my respond was: "wth.. dun understand" i think my bm is bad, gotta read again. then i was like.. -> >_<

can't believe that! i quickly reply with my joy to this editor of Remaja (i guess she is) and she even bought her favorite dress from me. haha!!

I wanna thank God for this is because there are plenty of blogshops, and many are more famous and unique product than mine but I was picked! nothing but God's grace.

Featured in Remaja July Issue

Celebrating Mine While Celebrating His..

celebrated our birthday together tis year, due to his work busyness.. nothing much to say, but again, sweet~~ =p

short tongue, failed!

obviously, this is our dinner..

blessed birthday to u and me...

* shld have more photos of my bday coming up, from my sis' hp..

So Deep In Me

when u leave, I couldn't sleep

Thinking so deep, when will we meet?

So much you are the one i miss..

mm.. tis is wat i posted on kb's facebook, it took so much courage to post tis "bulu naik" so-called poem.. all bcuz i'm so appreciate the time he spent wit me out of his bz working schedule, he dun even have enuf sleep..

Tensionsss++

next week is gonna be my tension week, yes, very tension is bcuz:-

1. i need to squeeze my brain for my job and rush for it, it's boring~ *whisper* but i really thank God when i dunno how to do, i asked God and He gave me the picture/word for my job, then things seems work accordingly
2. i need to go for ultrasound check up, cuz i felt something wrong wit my chest.. err! =(
3. waiting for reply from R&H, they said they gonna reply me after 2 weeks, means tis week is the "due date", i'm so earnestly waiting for their reply cuz i'm really interested in it..

tension~ pressure~