Recently..

i've been so bz recently, not only for my job, but oso for my "little business". last month was bz starting off my online business, n getting new cloths and some necessary stuff for bazaar, at the same time, was busying for an event job, after all these, need to rush for another 3 days video edit, oh man~ i was quite exhausted, cuz i was sick like mama oso cannot recognize me, my voice changed to "agua" voice n yet, i cant take mc, cuz need to rush for the jobs.

anyway, i'm quite enjoyed wat i'm doing, for editing, is glad tat i can edit with the director of Sell Out for an event video of Time Dot Com, to come out a better or almost perfect video (atleast it's not some corporate video nor simple montage commercial).. =) for my online business, i'm surprise tat almost everyone support me, n getting wishes tat i'll b success in this area. =)

MacBook Pro 17" that company rent for my video playback for Kancil event, this laptop is awesome, touchpad is like iphone, can do scrolling, zoom in n out, etc, but it's too sensitive until i screwed up some video playback.. >_<

b4 event start, let's take a photo first.. with macbook pro

the next day was my bazaar, mm.. the business so so, reason was not many ppl in 3 two square but i stil able to cover my cost.. =)

really thanks for those who came n visit my stall, shelly, jin sun, my sis, esther and kb, most of all, my mum whom help me a lot since i started my business..

Sepet

i love Yasmin Ahmad's commercial, it's inspiring and though provoking, everyone loves it, but tis movie Sepet, is the first movie i ever rate it "not pass", 2/5. i know it got many award, and the story is good but the edit and the acting except the 2 main roles spoiled the movie, how sad~

* shame on myself, watch tis after 3 years released

Bad Attitude

the attitude is

lazy and sleepy;

only music,

work of others inspired the editor;

that is me,

the freaking lazy creature.

A Worth of Sacrifice

tis video really touched me and remind me once again, His Salvation. the greatest blessing of all. n now wat else shld i complain bout my life after all He has done

the "best part" is all these passengers didn even know they were saved.

How Long Can I Be Good

feel like giving up, but is ridiculous for only 2 weeks. how much have i tried? but giving up early is better than lose until no ending rite??

sometimes i just wonder why He dun wanna bless me, i knew He blessed me a lot in other area of my life, but i stil haven get the thing that have been asking long time ago, y am i stil lost here. and i so wonder how long shld i stil remain faithful n discipline myself, just to please Him.

putting Him in 1st priority??? tel me how long can i do tis if i stil haven get wat i wan when i put Him first.. sometimes is just unfair..

Accident

a very good movie, good story, good editing, nice color n probably good directing to make everything flowing smoothly..

a kind of story tat i never watch b4, special, and nice ending.. make me feel like it's like final destination but tis is an human make final destination, overall flow is very nice, almost perfect in terms of the silence, slowness, speechlessness, and climax, all tells the story..

as kb said, it's looks like Johnie To's movie, but he was half correct, it's Pou-Soi Cheang's movie, producer is Johnnie To.

as conclusion, an unexpected movie

* may b there're movies like tis but i nvr watch b4

** for those who doesn understand, then better watch again, if not, wasted, or else, dun watch.. =p

*** Rate: 4/5

New Experience

previously i was stil making my decision, should i start this (read more: Decision Making).. and now i've made decided to do, which is online boutique, i've done research for 2 months, seeing how people do, then only realize there are a lot of people doing this, so does it mean it's a very easy things to do? and yet, people nowadays in malaysia stil not so trust in internet purchase especially clothing..

anyway, i've already started, atfirst i really have not much confident to do it, cuz so many people doing it and i nvr do any business before, but i really thank God that people around me has been so supportive n helpful in my (small) business..

here are the links:
grazioso facebook
grazioso blogspot

Holidays

should write wat had happen for the past few days which was the holiday..

on sun (20sept), i went to my secondary school fren's wedding, honestly, it wasn't an very impressive wedding dinner/ceremony to me, compare to those wedding tat i've been to. but it was a great gathering i had wit my secondary school frens..

i realize i have changed, i guess same goes to all my frens, after 8 years, we surely have changed in term of personality, becoming more mature is definitely. but i realize even my character has changed a bit, i used to be very talkative, crazy, sociable, etc. i didn really remember until one of my fren said:

"huey en, u have full of crazy idea, let's think of the ways to fool the "heng dai", i rmb last time u always fool me wan.. haha!!" when my frens was preparing stuff to fool the heng dai

anyway, congratz to jennifer!

on mon (21st sept), first holiday, i went out wit kb, spent an half day wit him then went to hospital, visited andrew's father, he is in critical condition right now, besides tat, even andrew n his family are also facing a serious situation of decision making, whether they should continue sustain his father's life or not for the expenses are very heavy, so now everything has to depend on God's will, n trust on God for the decision, let Him provide everything n control everything..

on tues (22nd sept), 2nd holiday, i wasn going anywhere, how clever was i, cuz i need to clean up my study room which i wanted to do since early of the year but always no time n kept messing up the room by adding all the stuff on table n floor.. i should have take a photo of my messy room, a before and after photo, anyway, i stil haven finish cleaning up cuz at night i went out wit kb to "complete" our date of previous day.. =p

Cooking+HoliDay

i complaint to kb tat y didn he do something like cooking, making something,etc for me, like how someone else do something to pursue a gal (i always complain) =p so he decided to cook spaghetti at merdeka holiday (as he said, he is not good at making romantic stuff n only know how to cook
spaghetti)

so we went to mid valley to buy some ingredient, i did prepare something for this meal as well which is
drinks, to be part of it..

kb's ingredient for his spaghetti

n these r mine! looks like i got more ingredient than his, but actually not, i just didn take the pic..

so yong sui.. btw, his house got big kitchen, now i know y i always heard those housewife keen to have big kitchen, instead of big bed room

Finally, the food is ready..

the spaghetti (mince beef + pepper chicken sausage + crab stick) and yogurt vege juice (celery + broccoli + lemon)

another drinks: apple strawberry yogurt

alrite, is time to eat.. (have to, cuz he started eating dy, no more taking pic, aiks!)

loving watever he does as a gal fren is not my style cuz i like to "teng" him wan, but nvr deny, his spaghetti really nice, taste ngam ngam.. yum~ too bad, he doesn like my vege yogurt very much cuz too healthy, tasted weird to him.. -_- but he accepted the apple strawberry yogurt.. wat the.. anyway, i really enjoy cooking n eating wit him..

* monkey has changed to kb (kenny bear), in case he really become real monkey.. =p

** his mum love the vege yogurt cuz it's very healthy.. kakakka!!

I'm Transparent

i dun usually gossip or talk bad about people in my blog, but some one is testing my patience n level of forgiveness, i've been "forgiving" him (yes, is him) since 7-8 years ago, i'm proud of myself cuz i didn gila infront of him, behaving immature infront of him, scold him (as i did b4 to my fren during my secondary school =p) or leave the church for wat he has been behaving..
for some reason, he wont communicate wit me, except some information he needs to give, my existence is transparent, watever happen, he wil talk or discuss wit everyone except me, n when i talk, he ignore, as if like "do watever u wan la".. wat more bout making decision, if the decision relate to me, so wat? he maDe the decision, n INFORM me, opps! he didn even inform me, he just do watever he wan, cuz i'm transparent..

bcm student (the "loohur"), i'm better than u, cuz i treat u as how i treat other ppl, cuz i'm (trying my best) forgiving u no matter wat u've done, cuz my focus is in God's work but u? i dun wanna judge u as i'm not allowed, please forgive me for wat i've done tat might cause u behaving like tis..

i love u cuz God says "love your enemy"..


* i'm sorry for the post, but tis wat i've been facing in my life, dun ask me to approach him, i approached him n times, outcome is he said nothing woh..
** pray for us..