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is been a while i have not writing my blog, almost forgotten what font and color i use for my blog =p not to say nothing happen, again i wasn't inspired or lazy to do.. so i written 3 posts sekaligus..

many things happen recently, father of my fren and colleague pass away, fren breaking up wit her bf, colleague having illness which cant be cured, fren's parent having marital problem and so on.. what is all these trying to tell me? before discovering the "truth", at least i should give thanks for wat i have, and not to complain wat is yet to come..

Is Time to be Restored

yesterday went to fren's graduation, a different kinda graduation, at least to me, it's something different. he graduated from diploma of counseling and bachelor of theology. yes, he soon to be a pastor.

i have once thought of doing full time ministry, being a full time minister or at least a pastor's wife, just to serve God wit all my life. but i know is not by emotion but is by calling. i rmb b4 tis fren of mine entering full time ministry, both of us were very on fire, we were been talking bout how good if is working full time. but who knows, now both of our ways are heading to different direction in terms of career, he is pastor and i'm a video editor, besides that, even our friendship has screwed for some reasons that probably only he knows, not even me... =/

i didn really thought of restoring tis friendship (or would say refuse to) cuz i was really piss off with wat he has done or behaving, until recently, i realize things can be really changed, there are 2 options if we wanna work out with God, a friendship or an enemy. so i chose friendship, i do care for tis friendship, since we knew each other when we were born, no point allowing devil destroy it until end of the world, the good day shall come..

* congratulations, fren

Dog of 2 Weeks

tis dog no more hanging around my house, we dunno where she went to but according to my dad, he saw her "running away" with other homeless dogs. whatever it is, i wish she will be happy for the rest of her life. she is a very old dog, my mum said she has been forsaken by previous owner, cuz she looks like a fine dog that been adopted before, may b becuz she was sick or too old..

we fed her when she was around, so she becoming 1 of our dog, guarding the house, shaking the tail when we came back, sitting in front of the gate before dinner time..

Recently..

i've been so bz recently, not only for my job, but oso for my "little business". last month was bz starting off my online business, n getting new cloths and some necessary stuff for bazaar, at the same time, was busying for an event job, after all these, need to rush for another 3 days video edit, oh man~ i was quite exhausted, cuz i was sick like mama oso cannot recognize me, my voice changed to "agua" voice n yet, i cant take mc, cuz need to rush for the jobs.

anyway, i'm quite enjoyed wat i'm doing, for editing, is glad tat i can edit with the director of Sell Out for an event video of Time Dot Com, to come out a better or almost perfect video (atleast it's not some corporate video nor simple montage commercial).. =) for my online business, i'm surprise tat almost everyone support me, n getting wishes tat i'll b success in this area. =)

MacBook Pro 17" that company rent for my video playback for Kancil event, this laptop is awesome, touchpad is like iphone, can do scrolling, zoom in n out, etc, but it's too sensitive until i screwed up some video playback.. >_<

b4 event start, let's take a photo first.. with macbook pro

the next day was my bazaar, mm.. the business so so, reason was not many ppl in 3 two square but i stil able to cover my cost.. =)

really thanks for those who came n visit my stall, shelly, jin sun, my sis, esther and kb, most of all, my mum whom help me a lot since i started my business..

Sepet

i love Yasmin Ahmad's commercial, it's inspiring and though provoking, everyone loves it, but tis movie Sepet, is the first movie i ever rate it "not pass", 2/5. i know it got many award, and the story is good but the edit and the acting except the 2 main roles spoiled the movie, how sad~

* shame on myself, watch tis after 3 years released

Bad Attitude

the attitude is

lazy and sleepy;

only music,

work of others inspired the editor;

that is me,

the freaking lazy creature.

A Worth of Sacrifice

tis video really touched me and remind me once again, His Salvation. the greatest blessing of all. n now wat else shld i complain bout my life after all He has done

the "best part" is all these passengers didn even know they were saved.

How Long Can I Be Good

feel like giving up, but is ridiculous for only 2 weeks. how much have i tried? but giving up early is better than lose until no ending rite??

sometimes i just wonder why He dun wanna bless me, i knew He blessed me a lot in other area of my life, but i stil haven get the thing that have been asking long time ago, y am i stil lost here. and i so wonder how long shld i stil remain faithful n discipline myself, just to please Him.

putting Him in 1st priority??? tel me how long can i do tis if i stil haven get wat i wan when i put Him first.. sometimes is just unfair..

Accident

a very good movie, good story, good editing, nice color n probably good directing to make everything flowing smoothly..

a kind of story tat i never watch b4, special, and nice ending.. make me feel like it's like final destination but tis is an human make final destination, overall flow is very nice, almost perfect in terms of the silence, slowness, speechlessness, and climax, all tells the story..

as kb said, it's looks like Johnie To's movie, but he was half correct, it's Pou-Soi Cheang's movie, producer is Johnnie To.

as conclusion, an unexpected movie

* may b there're movies like tis but i nvr watch b4

** for those who doesn understand, then better watch again, if not, wasted, or else, dun watch.. =p

*** Rate: 4/5

New Experience

previously i was stil making my decision, should i start this (read more: Decision Making).. and now i've made decided to do, which is online boutique, i've done research for 2 months, seeing how people do, then only realize there are a lot of people doing this, so does it mean it's a very easy things to do? and yet, people nowadays in malaysia stil not so trust in internet purchase especially clothing..

anyway, i've already started, atfirst i really have not much confident to do it, cuz so many people doing it and i nvr do any business before, but i really thank God that people around me has been so supportive n helpful in my (small) business..

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