I'm Transparent

i dun usually gossip or talk bad about people in my blog, but some one is testing my patience n level of forgiveness, i've been "forgiving" him (yes, is him) since 7-8 years ago, i'm proud of myself cuz i didn gila infront of him, behaving immature infront of him, scold him (as i did b4 to my fren during my secondary school =p) or leave the church for wat he has been behaving..
for some reason, he wont communicate wit me, except some information he needs to give, my existence is transparent, watever happen, he wil talk or discuss wit everyone except me, n when i talk, he ignore, as if like "do watever u wan la".. wat more bout making decision, if the decision relate to me, so wat? he maDe the decision, n INFORM me, opps! he didn even inform me, he just do watever he wan, cuz i'm transparent..

bcm student (the "loohur"), i'm better than u, cuz i treat u as how i treat other ppl, cuz i'm (trying my best) forgiving u no matter wat u've done, cuz my focus is in God's work but u? i dun wanna judge u as i'm not allowed, please forgive me for wat i've done tat might cause u behaving like tis..

i love u cuz God says "love your enemy"..


* i'm sorry for the post, but tis wat i've been facing in my life, dun ask me to approach him, i approached him n times, outcome is he said nothing woh..
** pray for us..