take up the courage.. to make a mistake?

i'm stil reading "500 Daily Study for Bible Characters (1)", ya, kinda slow, somemore tis series of daily devotion come wit 6 books..

i realized those great man/woman in the bible r famous is bcuz they gained favour from God, they r righteous, faithful n fear God, yet they did made mistake in their life no matter who they r, even Noah, Abraham, Moses and so on..

when i read more about them, i wonder wat kinda character i am to God and to the people around me, am i good enuf? or disappointing? i'm trying to b as good as i can, not to please human, but to glorify God n please Him.. sometimes i know i cant, i stil made mistake.. sometimes i just feel like doing wat is in mind, wat is in my heart, wat i feel like doing it, dun wanna bother, just let it b my defect in my life if it's wrong.... *sigh* 

anyway, how much consequences i can bear for the mistakes i've made...

now is almost reaching to the end of the year, next year wil b my challenging year, cuz is time for me to make decision for my career, for my ministry and relationship.. i dun trust human for my future, neither myself, for the limitation we have, i need God's guidance n confirmation, a clear n obvious one..

Amazing Z

found tis photo in fb, fren's fren's wedding masterpiece..

it's amazing shot n really more than words could express his creativity n it's beauty.. i love tis so much..

"it's those bubble thingy we used to play when we were young...asked a small kid to blow it for me and i just located the rings on it...kinda flimsy and tough shot!" says Zach Chin

Sushi Queen

first time making sushi as i have promised to make as a deal.. btw, i dun like to cook n dunno how to cook, if u deal wit me in exchange wit my cooking, u r sendiri cari mati.. hehe.. anyway, i was full of confident to make it cuz i did a lot of research over internet, somemore i have an aunt who is talented in cooking n worked for japanese b4 as a steward.. ^^

 

tis r my material/ingredient, didn know it's so expensive.. >_<

 

the sushi making set comes wit a dvd, teach u how to cook sushi, very useful cuz it's local, u can find their ingredient easily..

  

first sushi, california roll without avocado cuz marketsssss dun have, so replaced wit cucumber.. 

due to lack of time, i didn take photo of making the rest of the sushi, so here r my "masterpieces"

 

Crab Stick Maki Sushi (worse sushi, created myself); Temari Sushi (cutiest sushi, but not much cuz the salmon is hard to cut into pieces, i bought it in 1 whole piece)

 

Reversed California Roll (most successful sushi, quite tasty.. =p); Prawn Tempura

(effortless n kena cone sushi, my mum cook for me, cuz was late dy, n the tempura flour bluff ppl wan, doesn look like a real tempura after cook)

 

tis is wat i have done to my kitchen..

* thanks to my mum, cuz she help me a lot by teaching me how to cook rice (i cook b4, just tat forgotten how to cook =p), giving me advice how to cook raw food and helping me to clean up the kitchen cuz it was darn messy..

** thanks to my aunt, cuz she patiently teach me how to make sushi over the phone..

*** thanks to my sis cuz she was there take photo for me, n help me/dare to try the cooked raw salmon (sounds complicated) see if it's cooked n tasty..

**** thanks to my dad, cuz he was so happy n supportive seeing me cooking, he used his phone n take photo somemore, as if he saw extraordinary incident..

***** thanks to the one tat asking me cook sushi, he teman me buy ingredient n finish up all my sushi tat i given to him.. *proud*

****** finally, thank God, cuz no one diarrhea..=p they were safe..

******* mm.. wat is the next? kinda interested in cooking dy.. =p

Be Real

i hate ppl lie to me, tat's wat i found out recently, i dun mind ppl make mistake as long as they repent n not repeating it, we may not up to a certain standard yet, but lying to cover the mistakes or to be good which is not, is like building a wall between a relationship (fren, family,work, etc..), living in a world which is not real, watever things tat r covered can never be improved until the fact is been revealed.

* no worries, i ain't been cheated by anyone, it's just wat i found out recently as i get along wit diff type of ppl..

等 之 Sometimes

sometimes..

i felt it's getting nearer

i felt there's long way to go

i was holding unto it

i was struggling

i felt i did right

i felt i was wrong

we can learn from mistakes, but

i dun need and dun wan to learn

Sweet Wedding

tis is the sweetest wedding i ever went to so far, no super luxurious wedding but it's sincere n loving.. 

i knew tis couple at the mission trip, they r faithful and passion toward Christ, they r friendly too, they shared their life testimony during mission trip, n how they come to know Christ which is very impressive... never expect, after 2 years, we meet up again at their wedding.. congratz!!!

tis wedding held in a church, the ceremony inclusive of praise & worship, short sermon, exchange vow and ring, little performance by the couple and holy communion.. <- yes, holy communion, my sis told me normally wedding ceremony dun have holy communion, they have it is bcuz they knew each other bcuz of Christ, n oso to rmb the love and sacrifice of Jesus Christ during their wedding, putting God as their Lord of their marriage, i think tis is really pleases God..

 walking in to the church

  

praise & worship; short sermon

 

   

exchanging vow and ring

 she was singing to her husband

song tat sang by the bride, very meaningful and touching lyrics:::

~-=*When God Made You*=-~

(Guys)

Its always been a mystery to me, 
How two hearts can come together, 
And love can last forever. 
But now that I have found you I believe, 
That a miracle has come when God sends the perfect one. 
So gone are all my questions about why, 
And i've never been so sure of anything in my life

~chorus~

Oh I wonder what God was thinking,when he created you.
I wonder if He knew everything I would need, 
Because he made all my dreams come true. 
When God made you, He must have been thinking about me.

(Girls)

Ooo ooo,I promise that wherever you may go, wherever life may lead you, 
With all my heart I'll be there too. 
And from this moment on I want you to know, 
I'll let nothing come between us, and I will love the ones you love. 
(guy):So gone are all my questions about why (girl echoes):about why

Duet:Oh I wonder what God was thinking when he created you, 
I wonder if He knew everythin I would need, 
Because He made all my dreams come true. 
When God made you He must've been thinking about me.

Bridge

He made the sun He made the moon, 
To harmonize a perfect tune, 
One can't do without the other they just have to be together. 
And that is how I know its true, 
Your for me and i'm for you and my world 
Just cant be right without you in my life

Chorus

(guy) He must have heard every prayer I've been praying (girl echo) 
I've been praying (both)He must've knew everything I would need

When God made you, He must've been thinking about me.

When God Made You - Newsong

may God bless them as they walk together for the rest of their life..

* better photo shld b up later..

Langkawi.. again

back from langkawi, think need to write something, instead of explaining how's the trip, i would say wat i've learnt from the trip.. i met new fren, regine, hang hang's sis, she likes photography, but didn own a dslr, cuz she said her parent wont buy for her for she cant take good care of thing, mm.. anyway, i cant bother so much, i just know tat she is quite good in taking photo as a beginner, instead, i learned something from her too..

her way of taking photo, she wil learn watever she could n need, so i taught n share some knowledge (which is not much i know), she picked up fast n try any ways she like, snap snap snap.. bcuz of tat she taken good pics especially portrait, she can grab human expression well without bothering anything around her nor thinking too much..

here r her masterpiece:::

  
   
   
   

 

to describe my way of taking photo, 1 word -> shy or timid or 鬼祟 (gui xu), think a lot b4 taking pic or taking pic when only inspiration come.. -_-

* no need explain the trip, the photos say it all

** all pics r original without touch up

....

feel like writing blog, but dunno wat to write, i blif there wil b more things to write, for

1. my coming trip - langkawi and vietnam, 2nd time bringing my babe (400D) oversea, he wil love it and capture a lot of amazing shots (hope so)..

2. process of making sushi, yes, i'm going to make sushi tat i've promise to make, cant wait for tat, wish me luck by the way, err.. no, wish my family n fren luck.. >=p

3. coming christmas, my fav season of all, i think tis year wil b a lit' diff compare to my past years if my feel is rite.. hehe..

4. reflection over year 2008, may b i need to write something bout tis year, it's time to count all the blessing from God, wat i've experience n so on..

mm.. suddenly feel like writing something, something tat has been thru tis few months, someone tat bringing me nitemare since i know tis someone, cuz i cant fall sleep most of the time bcuz of someone.. 

i'm sorry cuz i'm selfish, dun wanna get hurt, instead of fully believing in u, i chose to hold back sometimes.. tat's y here i wanna say,

thanks for trusting me, telling me most of ur past n experience, u know is not easily to trust someone especially when we went thru so much wit lies

thanks for having patience wit me as i always behaving weird to u, n telling u so much of reason y tis n tat especially when i hold back my trust in u

thanks for understand wat i'm doing, eventhou u were not at the beginning but u stil try to accept it..

i think i'm gonna miss someone when i go for my vacation tat's y feel like writing something here.. hai~~

* mm... i think i'm not bad in expressing myself huh, i'm quite good thou, is just the matter of situation.. =p

You Knew Too Much

a lame joke shared by a fren of mine, very funny..

here it goes (he spoke in cantonese, which is more funny)...

一个杀手那着一把枪指着一个受害者问到,

a murderer holding a gun pointing at a man and asked,

杀手：＂你知道些什么？快说！＂

murderer: "wat did u know? quickly tell me!"  

受害者：＂我什么都不知道啊！＂

man: "i dunno anything!"  

杀手：＂别耍我，知道什么的就告诉我，不然我就一枪射死你！ 

murderer: "dun fool me, tell me wat u know, or else, i'll shoot u!"

受害者：＂我真的什么都不知道啊！＂

man: "i really dunno anything"  

杀手：＂好，你不说，那我问你，１加１等于多少？＂ 

murderer: "ok, fine, then i ask u, 1 plus 1 equivalent to how many?"

受害者：＂２＂

man: "2"

受害者答了之后，杀手就马上一枪射死那个受害者，然后说：

rite after the man answered, murderer shoot the man and said:

＂你知道的实在太多了...＂

"u knew too much.."

me n other frens laugh..

recently, i'm very interested to know more about bible, more about God's character n wat He has done n all tat, i read books, meditate it n so on, is like wanna discover a lot more "mystery knowledge" which hidden somewhere n i haven found it ..bcuz of tat, i started to know more bible..

sharing tis joke here not only bcuz it's lame n funny, it makes me think of myself wat is the consequences if i know too much of the truth in the bible

"If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left," Heb 10:26

is kinda serious if we stil sin after we know it's wrong.. or not doing wat is rite..

anyway, tis wil not stop me digging out the knowledge..

* ＂你知道的实在太多了...＂

"u knew too much.."

Worship Gau Gau

yest went to WorshipGod conference at DUMC, it was a great encounter, the whole service is about worship, only praise & worship and short sharing by pastor Glenn Packiam. puspose of going this service is bcuz i've been quite sometimes didn involve myself in such a "big worship" wit a bunch of ppl who is long to worship God; and oso going wit my fren who just accepted Christ, want him to experience what worship is all about, althou he attended my church for months but joining such worship is diff (ppl there are more "hyper"?? hehe..)

i really thank God i've attended tis service, i know God spoke to me, when i see all those worship lyrics, it reminds me of my little faith towards Him and His great love.

something like tis.. 

"i will no worry about tomorrow

coz i put my faith on solid rock

is God you alone"

"counting on, counting on God"

i used to think tat i've kinda great faith in Him, i'll commit any prob unto God by praying but until i sang tis song, i felt i'm like those ppl in the bible tat scolded by Jesus saying tat they have little faith cuz i would b easily simply worried about future even about tmr but the bible said

"do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matt 6:34

tis is a famous scripture, many ppl know but not everyone wil take tis word into their life. i worried even b4 prob exist, where is my faith..

"you loved me before i knew you.."

"Lord i'm amazed by you, how you love me"

tis lyrics truly saying tat how God loves us, tat He died on the cross for all the sinners (the world), sinners tat hung Him on the cross, sinners tat hated Him in Galilee, sinners in the new testament, even future sinners who r you n me, He died for me b4 i came to tis world n know Him, all bcuz of His initial love..