Blog for the Sake of Blogging (BSB) 1

Blog for the Sake of Blogging (BSB) 1 <- i blif tis wil going to have 2nd, 3rd and so on, is bcuz i'm bored, inspiration pop up, nothing to do, or too many thing in my mind.. so i'm here trying to write something for nothing here..

due to the boringness, i read lot of blog of frens and frens' fren.. wonder r they like writing (tat makes them so hardworking, writing so long) or just simply love to share their everything, for me, i dun like writing nor very good in writting even when i was schooling but i kinda like blogging, just to share my everything ups and downs, or express out wat is in my heart which i think i wont or have no chance to tell verbally..

doing nothing in the office, easily make me think side way, "y no job? wat shld i do now? m i wasting my time? how's my future?" n so on..

i bought new hamster to replace Loco, to make up even number of hamster in the cage but not gonna replace Loco in my heart, cuz she always special to me, may b bcuz she is first n just leaving me a short memory, yet she is very skinny, looks weak in body, didn eat much but sometimes very active, makes me wanna take care of her more compare to others..

i felt i was drawn to God closer little bit since last sat, doing worship lead n bible sharing, b4 tat, felt a bit distance, may b bcuz didn bz for God's ministry for sometimes, free n easy during weekend and just having fun.. realized living comfort zone doesn really comfort at all..

many ppl ask me how do i feel now after into a relationship, mm.. i dun feel much diff actually, cuz i'm always in love all the while, in love wit God and family and frens, i'm not alone in my life, i think the diff wil b more bz, spending more time wit ppl and mind wil b more occupied, cuz i'll keep thinking of him, he wil b my attention in the crowd and learn to love which is "patient, love is... (more)"

me: "i felt like writing how much i miss u in the blog to express out but felt awkward.."

him: "then just express to me la.."

me: "........." neither both, kekeke...

i've just done my assessment, my head said wil adjust my salary, thank God for tat, althou they haven adjust but i blif God is gonna do something.. when my head analyze my performance, it sounded good which is way better then wat i think about myself, again, i blif God's grace n help is always wit me during work, not bcuz how smart nor good i am.. waiting.. waitng.. i wan my salary! *whispering*

btw, something tat i have not achieve to the standard and need to work on is too little movie i have watched, so i was asked to watch more movie, in order to know more bout how the movie is done, the trend of the movies nowadays and so on.. so watch more movies, more, more!! -_-"

ok, tat's all for now, im going for lunch..