Blog for the Sake of Blogging (BSB) 1

Blog for the Sake of Blogging (BSB) 1 <- i blif tis wil going to have 2nd, 3rd and so on, is bcuz i'm bored, inspiration pop up, nothing to do, or too many thing in my mind.. so i'm here trying to write something for nothing here..

due to the boringness, i read lot of blog of frens and frens' fren.. wonder r they like writing (tat makes them so hardworking, writing so long) or just simply love to share their everything, for me, i dun like writing nor very good in writting even when i was schooling but i kinda like blogging, just to share my everything ups and downs, or express out wat is in my heart which i think i wont or have no chance to tell verbally..

doing nothing in the office, easily make me think side way, "y no job? wat shld i do now? m i wasting my time? how's my future?" n so on..

i bought new hamster to replace Loco, to make up even number of hamster in the cage but not gonna replace Loco in my heart, cuz she always special to me, may b bcuz she is first n just leaving me a short memory, yet she is very skinny, looks weak in body, didn eat much but sometimes very active, makes me wanna take care of her more compare to others..

i felt i was drawn to God closer little bit since last sat, doing worship lead n bible sharing, b4 tat, felt a bit distance, may b bcuz didn bz for God's ministry for sometimes, free n easy during weekend and just having fun.. realized living comfort zone doesn really comfort at all..

many ppl ask me how do i feel now after into a relationship, mm.. i dun feel much diff actually, cuz i'm always in love all the while, in love wit God and family and frens, i'm not alone in my life, i think the diff wil b more bz, spending more time wit ppl and mind wil b more occupied, cuz i'll keep thinking of him, he wil b my attention in the crowd and learn to love which is "patient, love is... (more)"

me: "i felt like writing how much i miss u in the blog to express out but felt awkward.."

him: "then just express to me la.."

me: "........." neither both, kekeke...

i've just done my assessment, my head said wil adjust my salary, thank God for tat, althou they haven adjust but i blif God is gonna do something.. when my head analyze my performance, it sounded good which is way better then wat i think about myself, again, i blif God's grace n help is always wit me during work, not bcuz how smart nor good i am.. waiting.. waitng.. i wan my salary! *whispering*

btw, something tat i have not achieve to the standard and need to work on is too little movie i have watched, so i was asked to watch more movie, in order to know more bout how the movie is done, the trend of the movies nowadays and so on.. so watch more movies, more, more!! -_-"

ok, tat's all for now, im going for lunch..

Loco

~-=*:::LOCO:::*=-~
"2Feb2009" - 21Feb2009

i love to see when you eating your favorite corn
i love to see when you hiding your favorite place - space between roller n cage
i love to see when you exploring my house
i love when u bite me

i expect to see you grow like your 3 mates
i expect to see you grow stripes
i wish you able to recognize me i'm your owner
and come to my palm when i reach out to you

but you have left me guilt
my carelessness and love has separated you and me
just after 1 week of bond

* i cant imagine the feeling of those parent tat lost their child..

** i miss u, loco, i'll always rmb u..

Back to... Life

long holiday is over, is time to get back to bz life after christmas season, chinese new year, even valentines day!
bz life as in bz weekend, have to prepare for church stuff, wont b free anymore except may b 1st week of the month.. tmr is 1st youth & young adult cell group meeting in 2009, need to do some preparation for tis week, no more relax (may b can, but i wont allow myself to relax), have to b committed to it.. a bit tak biasa, oso a bit mm seh dek, had fun too long dy..

Man Don't Talk About Tiredness

downloaded from email, super funny! is time to appreciate ur boss for paying u so much per year!

Head News

since i've started tis relationship, ppl r so "concern" bout us, err no, b4 we start, ppl were trying to find out r we pak toh now, some even assume tat we started..

tis is when he changed his status (click the pic to view it)

here is the conversation i had few days ago wit my colleague during lunch time,

f: "hey, u pak toh dy..?"

me: "........"

f: "haha.. u blush dy.. so is u?" (asking if i'm monkey's gf)

me: "ha, ya... after so long we nvr chat, nvr expect u wil ask me tis question once we c each other.. haha.."

f: "haha.. ya.. so he is christian.. now?"

me: "ya.."
f: "so now u r very happy n sweet now?"
me: "err...."

when some of my frens realize my status (click the pic to view it):

today i chat wit my fren in msn, tis time i took initiative n tell her i'm pak toh now, she was happy for me, n asked a lot of questionsssss, haha.. more than my mum.. (cant paste the conversation here, too many secretive talk.. =p)

* the more intended to have low profile, it provokes more curiosity in others

Grace and the Hamster

my first tiny pet ----> hamster


her name is Loco means crazy/insane (like the owner, keke..)

didn plan to buy, cuz hamster is not my fav pet, monkey loves the hamster a lot, he bought 3 so i bought 1, to make it 4, even number..

after i've read some article about hamster, they r actually very cute, 

"As your hamster is running around exploring during its play time, it will also be searching for its food, which it will store in its cheek pouches and empty out in its cage..." read more  

"When full, their cheeks can make their heads double (or even triple) in size. Hamsters in the Middle East have been known to hunt in packs to find insects for food..." read more

"when hamster up on hind paws, ears forward, motionless, it has heard or seen something sudden or of interest; it is standing on its hind legs to see and hear better..." read more

i started to like it, n now they r at my house, cuz i wanna play wit it..=p hopefully they r stil alive when i return them to monkey..

14/2 & 15/2

14 feb is valentine's day n oso our 1 month togetherness (sounds sweet~~), but we didn celebrate it on tat day, we make it on sunday cuz we plan to go to church,but the young adult meeting cancelled due to many ppl celebrating their big day, even the singles.. (i wonder y ppl r so into the v-mood tis year)..

anyway, we didn change our date, we stil do it on sunday, so on saturday, we went to klcc shopping, teman him buy camera then lepak at his house..


the best thing was we went to pasar malam, we bought a lot food and enjoy it in his house while watching dvd, tis is how we "pre celebrate" our valentine


it was very romantic n sweet to me thou, get together, appreciate each other, the time seems like only for both of us..

i was thinking if tmr (next day) wil b romantic as we celebrate our 1st valentine, or just another dinner time, as usual, nothing special, since every time we meet up is oso our valentine's day.. ^^ anyway, i didn expect too much, (or dare not), just hope tat we wil have a great time, everything wil b smooth..

the next day, we went to Michaelangelo, Mont Kiara (thanks to my sis who recommended tis) for our dinner, nice place thou..

while waiting for the food, he's playing wit his new toy (ish! jealousnya)

i oso wanna shoot, wit my tiny babe, at him.. err.. he thinks he is fierce.. watever~

a sweet gal wit a fierce looking monkey... wakakakka!!!

food not bad, but not many choices..

the dinner was sweet, not many ppl, nice environment, i was dy satisfied wit the dinner..

i told him i wanna receive flower from him (i dun care jaga face or not, i just tell him =p), not bcuz i love flower, i feel it's an expression of love, i wish i can receive it from him once in my life but not on valentine's day cuz is super expensive which is not worth it..

out of his love.. (i blif so)

i stil received surprise tat been suspected, my fav flower - lily from him

thanks! my dear, u have made my day, given me a memorable valentine.. =) *muakz* i love u..

Tagged Again

from facebook, dun wanna waste my hardwork writting it which is so much, so post it here too...

Tagged, you're supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, tag another 25 people. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

______________________________________________________________________________

i was thinking when wil b my turn when seeing ppl around me been tagged.. i nvr expect i'll b tagged by him, Soo Aun, haha.. but i'll write it since i'm free i got some time to do it.. 

1. i tend to b low profile (which i prefer), but bcuz of such habit, ppl tend to b very curious bout me (i think)

2. i'm weird, i dun like things tat most of the ppl like, i always choose or do wat ppl dun usually like or do

3. 1 of the reason i chose to study audio engineering is bcuz of num 2.. business, accounting, etc are so much normal n boring to me.. (no offense to those who doing tis ya.. i love u guys..)

4. bcuz of num 3, i kinda regret y i spent money studying tis course which it's not demanding in my country

5. if i have the chance to start all over again, i'll rather choose to study engineering course (mechanical/ee/mechatronic) or aircraft engineering

6. btw, i'm now a video editor, nothing much to do wit sound..=p

7. i'll bite my finger when i'm thinking

8. i like to eat spicy food, tat's y most of the time i got sick is bcuz i ate spicy food a lot

9. i used to b very talkative when i was very young, now is hard for me to talk cuz i dunno wat to say

10. i love my sis actually, cuz she is very good to me, always take care of me, thou she always like to bully me since i was very young, cuz she said she likes to hear me scream woh.. wat the.. i blif if i kena bully outside, she wil b the first one who stands out n fight for me.. 

11. few months ago, i only realized i dun like to eat fish!! except fish fillet

12. i'm a very serious in relationship person (so monkey, u gonna have trouble! >=)

13. i'll feel extremely awkward when i'm alone wit the person tat i have nothing to talk to..

14. but i wil b satisfied when i realize tat person is same gang as me, buddy~~

15. tat's y i've to learn to social, which i'm learning.. oh~ susahnya~

16. i wish i can earn a lot of money, to spend for myself n my family, i can pay whenever n watever they wan.. ^^ rich daughter!

17. i'm allergy to alcohol, ppl always say drink more n u wil overcome it, i blif at the beginning but trust me, it doesn work on me at all! i even got hand n back peeling after drinking too much.. -_-

18. i wish i can have a tattoo on my body but i'm not allowed to do..

19. i wonder how many ppl wil read all tis crap here, n how would they respond if they r tagged

20. i play piano but i wont play if u ask me to, as in:
"u know how to play piano? oh, come, play some song.." -_-# 
it's same like:
"u learned taekwondo? oh come, show some skill here.." 
"hu ha!" -_-######

21. i think 25 is too much, i'm stil thinking wat to write..

22. i'm a technical person, i like to do fixing..

23. i'll clean up my room b4 doing any work, n leave it mess after work..

24. i used to collect paper bag (now is like a mountain in my room), now i'm collecting photos (save space)

25. i'm thankful for all the overflowing blessing (God's grace, family's pamper, monkey's love, care n help from ppl around me, etc..)

New Disease -> Insomnia

dunno y, really dunno y.. i've been having insomnia recently, wat a heavy word i used -> "insomnia" cuz i seldom had such a "disease".. not only hardly fall asleep, i even sweat n suddenly felt depressed.. ppl ask me y, i dunno.. really strange.. mm.. probably is either my career or my relationship cuz tis r wat i was thinking when i rolling on my bed.. but yesterday was fine, i had quite a good sleep.. 

"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me." John 14:1

"Our Time is Our Life" Rick Warren

christmas n cny has finally over, tis 2 seasons have the most atmosphere, especially tis year cny, it's so much diff to me, all the while, i've been spending my time wit my family n fren during cny, but tis year, one special person has added in my life, which so much so tat i'll put effort to spend time wit..

b4 i went to Hanoi for my family vacation, i did shopping wit him, err... was not shopping but crazy shopping! went to Pyramid, One u, and The Curve all in 1 day on 2nd day of cny (初二), >_< bcuz he was looking for his robot (cant rmb have we been to mid valley as well); and then went to Time Square on the 3rd day of cny (初三), lepak at his house and had dinner there (mm.. felt kinda shy having dinner wit his mum, cuz first time.. =p)

obviously, life order now has changed, time management skill is required, i mean for my free time: time after work, time after church and public holiday.. how am i gonna allocate my time for my family, fren n him, and not forget, for my God.. i'm not only someone's gf, but i'm oso someone's daughter, someone's sis, someone's fren.. thus the balance point must set correctly..

During the Hanoi trip, my sis asked me (sounded a bit worry), how wil be the family trip arranged if i married, i stay wit my husband in a room or wit her in a room?? mm.. kinda tricky question, i nvr tot of such a problem in vice versa, instead, i'll b more enjoyed? cuz one more person added in a trip.. or may b i know my sis sure wil stil take care of me well as how she taking care of me when she is not married, tat's y i'm not worries.. i think the problem here is not about wat wil happen when i get married while she is single, is about how i get along wit both of them at a same time without leaving one of them out..

anyway, i really appreciate for my family n my dear, cuz they understand my situation at whom i wanna spend time wit, they nvr fight wit each other for my time.. (so far......)