For Me But Not Mine

"christmas gift" - arrived at christmas season

in this new year, tis is wat i got.. i mean tis is wat company get for their editor:::


we wanted balloons, ribbon, red carpet, and some music b4 we launch our machine... anyhow, we just started wit a knife...


da dah! proudly present, edithouse macpro! (aka grace's macho-babe, keke..)


mighty mouse, really mighty leh, 360 degree scroller, right n left n side click; very slim keyboard, putting on the table, like table built-in keyboard


leopard OS, powderful weh, nice graphic, canggih interface..

few words:
in tis new year, i would like to express my appreciation toward my colleague, they helped n guided me when we fighting against the job n senseless client, n oso for their patience over a hot temper colleague like me, althou i didn scold ppl, throwing stuff, breaking the wall, destroying the machine, but i know i did unconsciously show my tension, stress n unwillingless expression on my face (as if i'm the only one who is stressful)..
i know when they came into my room, they just wanna give me more information to ease my job, they wanna see if i need any help, but i always building up a virtual fence n a sign of "do not disturb, or else i'll grrr!!!!"
anyway, thanks for sharing responsibility and burden wit me.. i'm not alone..

* if i got increment i lagi happy..

Need to Learn More Foreign Language

more n more foreign labour working in m'sia, especially in restaurant, we served by the foreign waiter/waitress.. i'm not sure about indian or malay, but for those chinese educated, they find it hard to speak other language in tis multi-racial country, (i was one of them..) yet they were taught and stil able to speak simple bahasa, such as..

"berapa ini?"
"saya mau xxxx..."
"kera (kira)!!"

so on and so forth..

but now, even harder, after the existence of foreign worker from myanmar, indonesia, etc into our country..

me: "teh bing satu.."
foreign waiter: "............"
me: "err.. i wan teh bing, one..."
foreign waiter : "one...?"
me: "..... teh ice?"
he look at me n "smile nervously"
i took out the menu and point at it
"teh ice"
foreign waiter: "... nai cha?"
me :"ya!"
in my heart: "$%&*!@#........"

shldn have order common drinks, then i'll have the menu in hand n point at the drinks when i order.. dun even need to speak...

N/A

-=: 14th Jan 2009 :=-

used to be one....
used to be mind emptied....
looked around....
skipped around....

when love found

learn to trust....
learn to share....
chose to be loved....
chose to be committed....

chose to be not available

等 之 那一天

等了４个月６天
啊～已经过了一段时间，我想对我们来说不算是很快，就是很期待那一天的到来。
这一段时间里我们的确更了解对方，感情也因自然产生的承诺而加深。
啊～４个月多了...

be contented

not just to admire the photos (good shots), but to see the real story behind the photo..
i dun read news paper regularly, sad to say, do not know much about outside the world..
until someone ask me about israel war....

Hilmi al-Samuli mourned over the bodies of his two sons and a nephew, reportedly killed during Israeli shelling early on Monday. The reported death toll of Palestinians passed 500 since the assault began, including 100 said to be civilians.

Photo: Mahmud Hams/Agence France-Presse -- Getty Images

An Israeli mother protected her daughter as they hid under a restaurant table in Kibbutz Yad Mordechai as a rocket launched from Gaza fell nearby. Despite the onslaught, Hamas militants continued to lob rockets into southern Israel, although fewer than on previous days, witnesses and the Israeli military said.

Photo: Patrick Baz/Agence France-Presse — Getty Images

A man surveyed the damage to a house after a rocket landed in the southern Israeli city of Ashkelon.

Photo: Baz Ratner/Reuters

we have to be contented, have to, is a must, is a blessing tat we can b contented.. cuz we stil having a home, a complete home, we r stil leaving as how we usually leave.. honestly, i dun really know how to love n appreciate my family sometimes, "i leave my own life n u dun bother me" kinda attitude..

now when i see tis, wat if i stand infront of my house where my home is gone, n ask where is my home, shld i complain? to who then? places tat i usually go has gone, every daily things have changed.. i'll definitely recall back wat i'm having now..

more photos:
New York Times

唔生唔死

2008年5月份在香港举行的YEAH SHOW 2008 林以諾牧師棟篤笑佈道會""唔生唔死"，接着十月份到澳洲的悉尼，美国的波士顿，现在，终于来到马来西亚！

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more information:

Yeah Show 2009