God's Will

"This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us. And if we know that he hears us—whatever we ask—we know that we have what we asked of him." 1 John 5:14-15 (NIV)

what a great word of God! He hears us, we will have whatever we asked of Him. but read carefully, "ask anything according to his will". what does it mean by "his will". i was excited and receiving this word of God by faith but when come to God's will, what does it mean? that makes me think of "Terms & Conditions Applied". i look for practical way of understanding of God's will, instead of doing so, God opened my heart to receive this word.

God wants us to be saved, so He gave us eternal life. this is God's will
(John 3:16; Romans 10:9-10,13)

God wants to have a relationship with us, so He created everything before He created human, for that man may enjoy everything that He has created. this is God's will
(Gen 1:1-27)

God's will is God's want, God's desire. what God wants, what God has for us. God already has everything we need, we ask things that He prepared for us and receive it by faith. we have a lot of things in our mind, we want this, we want that, we even come to God and ask "God, by faith, i know You will bless me what i want, so i want this!" i used to said this to God. but what God says? what He thinks? our desire should align with God's desire.
"Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4
it doesn't mean that we can't ask for our needs. we could ask God for study, work, family, personal desire and etc based on God's will, if God say yes to our prayer, God will surely do what He has promised,
"I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut" Rev 3:8

we just wait unto the Lord by doing what is right in front of us; if God say no then we just have to obey. God knows our desire, He's already have what is deeply in your heart. knowing yes or no from God need effort which is spending time with Him, pray and read His word - Bible.

"For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." Matt 7:8

during my first job, i was struggling, cause i faced a lot of difficulties, i prayed to God so that i can handle job well and everything goes smooth, you know what? situation wasn't changed and still the same, God didn't answer my prayer? "but i prayed!" i said. but what God wants is to bring me to a better working environment, He wants me to know that i can do something better. and now i'm working in a better working environment, and doing something with the talent that God given me, the past was letting me know how little i've trust God. however, this is not the destiny, i believe God will bring me to places that He wants me to go, doing something He wants me to do.

don't ask me what is God's will in my life, i'm seeking God's will everyday.

Perfect Dress

some "thing" has really disturbing me quite some time, especially after i read someone's blog..

here's the illustration,

i found tis dress years ago, it's nice and elegant, i would say it meet some of my dream dress requirement. so one day, my frens wanna buy me tis dress, u know how i responded?
"no, i dun wan tis dress thou i like it.. mm.. but may b in future.. who knows.." i said (cuz i know i might change my mind when i'm ready, tat's y i said "may b in future")
my frens look at me, "wat kinda answer is tat?"
i just smile at them =)
"i like another dress which is very special and unique thou i know i'm not gonna get it cuz it doesn fit me at all, so is unfair that i just simply accept tis dress that offered by my fren where i wasn't ready for tis nice n elegant dress." whispered in my heart

2 years later, i saw tis dress' photo, i asked myself,
"y didn i just accept tis dress when my frens wanna buy me tis dress, isn't tis wat i wan?" wat a stupid question.
i almost wanna buy a dress which is similiar to tis dress but it doesn fit me until i saw tis dress' photo.
as time goes by, tailor has made tis dress even more charming, and he knows who can fit tis dress. it's stil available, and it's desperately looking for an owner which will absolutely fit it, when i know it's looking for an owner, i wish i could just grap it n say to the dress how much i like it, n how i wish i could own it. BUT i know even if i afford to buy it (after some saving), the dress may not accept me or tailor may say
"i've made u another perfect dress.."

Happy Valentine's Day

For God so loVed the world
......that He gAve
..........His onLy
..........begottEn
................SoN,
....................That whoever
........believes In Him
.........should Not perish
......but have Everlasting life.
John 3:16

God loves you..

by Ahmed Ibrahim, in RBC article 14 feb 08

CJ7

a very good movie, one of the great movie i ever watch in tis recent years, you'll know who directed tis movie when u watch tis movie, stephen chow dun act as stephen chow anymore but the kids r acting "stephen chow", they r awesome, very good in acting.
too bad the graphics/vfx and sound r not so good but story is super funny n touching, u cant find any other movie like tis.. unexpected stephen chow's type of dialogue, outdated/old joke but stil applied (问你死未), emphasize on the joke by lengthening the shot (back of Siew Dick n his admirer), zoom in the battery which is useless to dead cj7 n so on..
i think stephen chow's script combined wit hollywood vfx team sure come out great result.. "Dragon Ball"?

Langkawi

Date: 7th-9th Feb 2008 (初一至初三)
Tour Venue: Langkawi
Attractions: Oriental Village; Telaga Harbour Park; Dataran Helang; Hole in the Wall; Air Hangat; Pantai Pasir Hitam; Cenang Beach; Laman Padi
Tour Guide: Joey
Activities: Shopping, dining, visitation

tis is first time i visit langkawi; weather was super hot, until i cant adapt and vomitted; mum won in tis trip, she shop and walk like no body business, never tired; sis very good in hunting food and places; dad was the santa claus, keep asking us wat we want to buy, "wat's tat? buy la buy la.." next trip wil go snorkeling n focus on shopping, cuz the stuff there are very cheap especially wine n chocolate..

more photo in "My Album"