26th June 2009

1 year ago, i went mission trip, but not going tis year, n tat time i told monkey how was the mission trip as he asked me and he wasn a christian yet.. we didn know each other well, we were just chatting over facebook ONLY.. btw, we were not knowing other thru facebook, but was thru a lunch wit colleague and x colleague..

and now he is christian and going mission trip tis year.. life can b so diff after some time, tat can b expected or nvr imagined..

and today, something shocking me, which is the death of Michael Jackson, i heard the news from radio, i was like.. huh? again? wat? admitted to hospital only izit? tis is wat he always do.. i kept myself like nothing happen, didn bother the news, may b i heard wrongly, until i read many status of frens in fb, something like

"mj, rip.."

"the king of pop, we'll always rmb u.."

and bla bla bla..

then only i admit to myself tat the legend is gone..

honestly, my first impression was on those ppl who post the status, r u really appreciate him before? do u really like him before? he is ur idol before??? all i know is ppl have been talking bad about him, his surgery, his abuse toward his kids and so on when he was alive, and y now only the ppl showing passion or appreciation toward him?? i dunno, may b ppl really like him but was the media tat creating news bout his bad and now the media showing condolence toward him, bringing up his history, his music, his glory, make ppl feel tat wat an awesome celebrity has gone.. hypocrite..

i'm not mj fans, dunno how to appreciate his work, but nvr deny he is very famous, a history maker in my life, like Alvin Presley, Audrey Hepburn, etc but they were died b4 even i was born, so anyhow, mj is someone existing in my life, bringing influence in the ppl around me and now he his gone..

i like few songs of if him,

Black and White

You are Not Alone

We are the World

according to Gary Chao, he said mj was a person tat concern the world peace, tat's y most of his songs r positive, encouraging ppl to make peace, if tis is true, i appreciate tis legend tat doing something which reversing wat ppl doing nowadays..

probably he is alone now....