Wat Makes A Blogger Dun Blog

quite some time didn blog, not bcuz nothing happen, but is bcuz too many things happen.. i think.. dunno how to write and may b... mm... lots of things r hidden, cant expose.. oops! *ahem*
since now i'm awake >_< size="4">cant sleep on sunday! i've been thinking everything tat happen in tis week again and again, repeat after another.. until now i'm sitting infront of my pc.. -_-
after i receive a msg last fri while i was driving..
"y??!!" i shouted in the car,
"God has been sooo good to me, He is good, He loves me, i love Him too... " then "waterfall" on my face (funny huh, in fact, it's just a normal msg from a fren)
tis msg reminded me tat either there's nothing happen, i'm thinking too much, or it's real, and i have to make a decision at the end of a day. in order to obey God, i'm only allowed to choose "no" UNLESS miracle take place.
i hate making tis kinda of decision, facing tis kinda trial, i rather straight away get wat i wan without struggling..